I thought everything is alright
But I was confused by the bright
I never thought about the dark side
And I make myself happy all night
I never thought that someone is suffering by my action
And they just watched me happy while they are sad
I was blinded by the bright side
And never tried to look the dark side
How I wish I have known early to avoid this feeling of unknown
Now I am in pain! Feel bitter, and disappointed
That results in deciding to meet Satan in hell!
But I can’t, I just can’t!
I’m still selfish as I was
I still love myself more than anything
I’m so confused what is the right thing to do
I don’t know what to do!
I remember God, so I kneel and pray
I ask His forgiveness and guide
I just woke up in that morning realizing
That I need to change, change for everyone
I can’t bear to see someone is in pain because of my selfishness!
All I just want is freedom from the brightness and lamp from darkness.
