Hi my name is Cierra but my friends call me CeeCee or Renee...Im like the happiest girl AT SCHOOL perfect boyfriend, great friends, good grades...seems pretty amazing right??
If you knew me you would think I was so happy and had the perfect life...but if you really knew me you would know that I self harm and my legs are full of crimson red tally marks and light patches where scars are
...my stomach always feels empty and stings because i struggle with Anorexia
my throat always burns and I have to chew lots and lots of gum becuase when i fuck up and eat like the fat whale that i am I purge...so I guess you could say im also Bulimic...
yes ik im a freak show on the inside.....only a handful of people in my life know what I do on a day to day bases and of those few only about half actually understand or care about me enough to try to help me
...but I will continue to live until I finally decide it the perfect time when everyone important to me is happy I will go back home
because I'm just a fat ass taking up to much damn space on Earth!!!
If you could see me you probably would think so too
YOU ARE READING
The Diary of A Mixed Girl
RandomSo basically this is the story of my life. ...its kind of a Journal of things that happen to me day to day. If you have something negative to say please leave it to yourself. If you have a personal questions...or see anything that needs to be edited...
