Hi im Ash and im a 13 year kid i thought my life was amazing until i became 12 my life has been on a rolllercoaster every since.A lot of people say my life is better than a lot but i dont think so heres my story.In seventh grade i figured out i was gay and i met this guy named dustin he kind of got me out of depression and all that shit i hates my life he kind of cheered me up till one day... He told me a story and it made me super upset i broke up with him i sont know if i regret it yet but i guess ill never know.On july,25 2016 it was my best friends birthday i never was there so i dont know if it was nice i commites suicide and i was my friends only friend.I did it because i was sick of life and couldnt stand it everyone told me to stop being me,Told me to stop being gay and more. I stabbed myself in the chest and now i watch everyone i dont understand how im writing this.but i guess its cool.Now i live in a world where im never alone its called NeverLand i always thought this land wasnt real but guess not.
