Giving up so soon?

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*Y/N POV*

I'm standing in the bathroom looking at myself in the mirror. "Why do you make things worst for others?" "Why are you even here, shouldn't you be dead?" Are a couple questions that ran through my head.

"It was all my fucking fault their gone now because of me!!" I screamed at myself through the mirror. The tears burned my eyes. It hurts so much.

I can end it all now. I look over at my medicine cabinet with various of meds.

(B/F/R/T)
I picked up the phone trying to hide that I was crying. "Uh...Hey...whats up (B/F/N)"

"Hey!!! I have some exciting news!!!!" She squealed through the phone.

"Yea what is it?" I bring the phone away from my face as she squealed.

"I got two backstage passes to tomorrow's Black Veil Brides concert!!!!"

"Wow!!! really?!" Completely forgetting my objective.

"Yes!!! You should get packing and I'll be over in about an hour to start our journey."

"Yea definitely will see you then" I hung up and headed to my room and started packing up some of my clothes a few pairs of regular jeans, two pairs of black skinny jeans, some tank tops, blouses, and t-shirts, and just incase we go out for dinner at a fancy restaurant i packed my red and black dress (picture below)

"Yea definitely will see you then" I hung up and headed to my room and started packing up some of my clothes a few pairs of regular jeans, two pairs of black skinny jeans, some tank tops, blouses, and t-shirts, and just incase we go out for dinner...

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And i only packed my Black Vans and a pair of short heels that goes with the dress.

I was finished and it wasn't supposed to be another 15 minutes till (B/F) would be coming to pick me up. I decided to sit down and watch tv till she got here.

*15 minutes later*

(B/F) knocked on the door then I woke up. I was sleeping???

"Hey (Y/N) come on we have to go!" She yelled.

I got up and stretched. "Alright I'm coming." I grabbed my things and locked up then went outside meeting (B/F) at the door.

"Hey! You ready to go?" She asked.

I look down at my things. "I think so..."

"Alright lets go!!!! Roadtrip!!"

I sighed and got into her car. This is gonna be a long car ride. "Can I plug my phone into the radio?" I asked (B/F)

"Yea sure thing!" She started pulling off of my street.

I plugged in my phone and put on some Bring me the horizon. We both jammed out to it but after 15 or so songs. I decided to recline my chair back and close my eyes for a bit. Then the dream happened;

"It's all your fault (Y/N)! If you weren't here this wouldn't of happened!" (B/F) yelled at me.

"What are talking about?" I turn around she's gone too. Well not gone... Physically. Here body lays on the ground, along with everyone else I once loved, covered in blood. I looked down at my hands they were bloody too....
"I'm sorry...I didn't want to hurt y'all" I dropped to my knees crying. When suddenly a pair of  tattooed arms wrapped around me. As soon as they did. I blinked and everyone who I loved was alive and their old selves again. I looked up at who it was that had their arms wrapped around me....

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