I'm at a party and guess who's birthday it is...? It's my crush ya I wish it's one of my closet friends but I'm having an amazing time with all my wonderful friends who I love. I can honestly say it is going really good the only thing I wish is that my crush was here it would be awkward but it would be fun and I'd get to know him better. I would love to be really good friends with him but it's hard to talk cause everyone looks at me like I've killed 4 people so that is out of the picture.