Hey! my name is Amanda mckenna. I'm 18 years old and i'm finishing off my last year of high school. Man has high school been a whole load of fucked up since I've started. I'm what some people would call an outcast, but i do have one really great friend. Her name is Amy Ordman. Shes so fucking beautiful and she doesn't even know it. Oh yeah I forgot to mention, I'm gay asf. My mother is extremely homophobic and I've dreaded telling her. I love my mom to bits. We have a really strong relationship, but I know the moment i tell her the truth our relationship will be ruined forever. Thats what worries me the most...
The only place I feel the most safe is the internet. I make Youtube videos, and I have amazing fans I love them to death. With Youtube I've made great friends such as , Mac from macdoesit, Robby from robbyepicsause and timmy from timmy tomato just to name a few.
Well I kinda just threw the bombshell that I have a have a crush on my best friend. Shit, i think crush is an understatement. I'm in LOVE with my best friend. Every little thing she does drives me wild. The way she smiles, her laugh, her adorable Aussie accent. I just know I can never tell her, she has a boyfriend, his name is Tyde, and there madly in love. I don't want to fuck that up, but it hurts everytime i see her with him. The way they kiss, the way they look at each other, fucking tears me apart. I will have to admit I'm extremely jellious of Tyde. I wish i could be everything for Amy. But shes just my best friend.
My adorable, straight best friend.
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she"ll always have a part of me
Fanfictionamanda is a socially awkward 18 year old. Did i mention shes gay? she starts to catch feelings for her best friend amy but is amy gay? does she have the same feelings? not only to mention amandas extremely homophobic parents. read to see how this al...
