I actually dunno if it's too wrong
of me to miss the way he used to be.
The days he used to be so thoughtful and sweet
as if I'm his girlfriend.
Or maybe, I wasn't.
As if I'm his younger sister that needs to be cared about.
The girl he used to talk to over an hour when he's available,
and has a load.
The girl he used to say "I love you" platonically.
The girl who dumped him because she doesn't feel
the way he feels for her.
And the girl he used to call his best-est friend,
when all things were just simple and
no romantic dna's were in between.
And yeah, that girl is just missing that guy so sudden.
That even if there are thousands of them
she can talk to right now.. There's no more
comf'table feeling when he's the one who's talking,
and the girl is surely laughing.