The wild ones

What have I became?

Place: England/ bedroom
Date: 11/6/16
Age:16
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Trigger warning

Jasmines POV

Looking at myself in the mirror, that's placed onto of my dressing table. A small plan white shirt covers more scares them are on show, small white lines that once had sweet, red blood run out off them and onto and then fall onto the bathroom floor or bath tub, my clear tears run down my pale, white face, looking at my small arms and legs covered in small scars or what my mother would call them battle wounds.

Getting a big Black Veil Brides jumper and some skinny jeans, quick putting them on doing my make up, then getting my All Stars and back back on, running out the door and onto the streets on London.

I love walking to hel- I mean school sorry I just get them to mixed up. Small drops of rain fall on my face giving me a good excuse for why my faces is so red, seeing the big, dark green school gates pushing, the left one open. Seeing everyone I hate, existed for one, my best friend and crush fabia Pickering.

"Hay Jasmine" fabia says hugging me

"Hay fabia what you been up to"

"Nothing much but I got a bo-" before fabia can finish she is cut of my a hand that covers her chocolate brown eyes.

"Guess who?" The boy says

"Babe!" Fabia shouts, hugging him, making me feel sick

"Jasmine this is my boyfriend Mitchell"
Fabia says with the biggest smile

I don't now what it was but when she said the word boyfriend it made me feel like I was going to be sick but that's not possible because I haven't eaten for weeks just water, even the thought of food makes me feel sick. But putting a fake smile on.

"That's great news I'm so happy for you, how long have you guys been going out?"

I say trying to to sound like I'm about to cry my eyes out.

"One week and a half"

She says smiling he's given her something I couldn't give her happiness that's all I ever want for her so if that means me leaving this earth then that's what will happen.

Then the bell goes off, I run to my class her to another day in hell.

After school I go straight home and into my bedroom, getting my razor blade on my bed side table, waking into the bathroom and staring the hot water striping off my clothes but leaving my bra, pants and the top that was under my big jumper, stepping into the bath tub letting the water soak into my top, getting the blade and running it along the inna of my right thigh, more cuts I make the deep the blade goes, soon the water is a dark red colour and my vision is going blurry then everything goes......Black