All My Heart

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by soysawce

by soysawce

(This pic of Josh is currently my lock screen, 🔥😍 Fuck. Me. Up.)

(Josh's P.O.V)

Y/N was sleeping on the couch, we had just finished watching some stupid adventure movie, and I looked and saw her gorgeous sleeping face. I stared at her longer than I'd like to admit, but damn, this girl had me wrapped around her finger.

I carefully picked her up Bridal style, and carried her up the stairs. I laid her on my bed and pulled the covers over her. I grabbed my phone and walked out of the room quietly.

First I called my buddy Mark, he is always on tour with us.
"Jishwa, what's good?" He answered after a few rings.
"Suh dude, nothing much, yourself?"
I replied
"Just gettin syked for tour dude. What's up?"
He asked, I hesitated
"Uh okay. Well... There's this girl-" I said scratching my neck nervously
"aaaand you want to bring her on tour." Mark interrupted.
"Read my thoughts dude, can you hook me up?" I crossed my fingers.
"Of course man, any friend of yours is a friend of mine.. Is she hot?"
"Dude, you have no idea." I laughed
"You two official?" He questioned
"Mmmm no not yet." I looked at the stairs, and to the door of my bedroom.
"But soon." I added after a short pause.
"Josh, my man!! Killin the ladies."
He said laughing
"Whatever man, I gotta call Tyler. I'll see you soon." I concluded.
"Alright, peace dude."
He hung up.

Next, Tyler.
"Hi. Howsagoinman?" He picked up happily.
"Hey I'm great, how are you?"
"Same..how's Y/N?"
He bubbled
"She's good, I really like her Tyler, this isn't like Debby, I love her." My voice was dead serious.

(A/N I have nothing against Debby, I honestly miss her, but like Joshler. Okkkkaaay sorry.)

"I know man, It's pretty obvious. I think you should ask her out!" He stated, laughing.
"I don't even know if she likes me back, she says she loves me, but what if she's just being nice.. and I don't wanna fuck things up." I said sadly.
"Hey!" I heard Jenna through the background.
"OH Jenna and Y/N should have a girls day, and Jenna could try and find out for sure." Tyler suggested.
"Dude that's brilliant! Is Jenna down? When?" I asked excitedly.
"How about tomorrow?"
"YAAY!" Jenna exclaimed.
"Cool man, alright see ya then."
"Ok, byeeee" I hung up.

Oh god I'm gonna be panicking all day, what if she confesses something to Jenna, I don't want to hear. No she loves me. I need sleep.

I went upstairs and laid beside her, just gazing at her sleepy face. Her hair fell in her face, so I slowly moved it to get a better view. Her eyes fluttered open slowly.
She grumbled, I smiled and kissed her nose
"Would you want to hangout with Jenna tomorrow?" I asked her.
She nodded and smiled. I noticed the crinkles in her eyes when she did.
She leaned in and kissed me softly
I don't know how many times I could handle having my breath taken away from me, but I'd let it happen a million times, just to be with her. She had my heart in the palm of her hand, She could break me so easily. But honestly she was worth it.
"Y/N?" I asked
"Josh?" She replied
"Y/N."
"Josh."
"Y/N."
She looked up at me with her eyebrows raised.
I stuck out my bottom lip.
"What's wrong?" She asked sweetly
"I like it when you say my name" I answered honestly.
She giggled then sighed, she started to sit up. I grabbed her wrist and she turned around.
"Where are you going?" I asked with my best puppy dog pout.
"You need sleep, I figured it would be easier if you had a whole bed to yourself." She said shrugging
"I don't want a whole bed to myself." I whined
"Then sleep with Mufasa." She joked.
"Please lay with me." I begged.
She hesitated, but gave in and I hugged her to me.
I don't sleep at all without you pressed up against me. I thought to myself.
"What?" She asked startled.
"Did I say that out loud?" I felt my face heat up.
She nodded and stifled laugh, then buried her face in my chest. I pet her hair as I felt her breathing slow and she fell into a deep sleep.