Emotion is a weird thing.
Most people have it.
Most people experience it.
Some have good emotions,
Others have bad emotion.
Emotions come in waves.
Sometimes they slowly build up
Other times they show up with no explanation.
Other times they swing wildly from one to another.
This way.
That way.
For me, emotion is a state.
A state in which I control.
Most of the time it is happy.
If not happy then emotion is
Non existent.
Gone.
Just blank.
Because no one questions being happy.
Being emotionless is just tired.
It's easy.
Simple.
Lately I've been faking emotion.
But it's better that way.
Right?
Fake being happy for the ones you care about.
Always make sure they are happy.
Don't bring them down.
Support.
Care.
Happy.
But what about me?
I'm not happy?
Conceal it.
Don't talk about it.
Lately I get sadder as the night goes on.
But I'm fine, don't worry.
How are you?
Are you okay?
Take care of yourself.
Lately I've been crying.
But it's a small thing.
I won't burden you with my problems.
I'm not good at having emotions.
I'm not good at helping emotions.
I'm bad at being affectionate.
I'm bad at showing how I feel.
Lately I've been feeling lost.
But it's for another time.
You have a new friend?
Tell me all about them?
Yes I'm fine. Back to you...
Remember, emotion, stay in check.
I'm happy for you.
Lately I've been jealous.
Why aren't you talking to me first?
Am I enough?
Do you like me?
Are you gonna leave?
But these things stay inside.
You matter more to me.
My problems are for another day.
I don't want you thinking I'm vain.
Conceited.
Angry.
Mean.
Bad.
Its okay.
Everything is fine.
Just dandy.
Emotion is a lot to handle.
Thats why I have two emotions.
Happy. And emotionless.
Because no one questions happy.
