You know that feeling in your gut when you think you can stop drinking before you end up killing the person. Well I don't have that. I can never stop drinking, the taste of blood in my mouth. Its so delicious it takes over everything in my body. Its the only thing that can keep my heart beating fast and slow at the same time. If I had a heart.
Being a vampire isn't easy, you want to kill and eat everything that comes to your sight. Also, we can't go out in the sun. I haven't seen the sun for 209 years. How much I miss it. How much I miss being alive.
As I walk around the darkside of the alley, I see these two men beating up a teenage girl. The smell of her blood draining out of her nose. Its intriguing, but I decide to walk away. Then I hear in the most beautiful softest voice ever," Help Me". Right as I decided to walk away, I had the urge I had to save her. The blood was so strong though could i resist myself. What the hell, go for it. I quickly turn around and say," Hey, leave her alone", probably not the best thing I've come up with. " And what are you going to do about it", one of the men said. I didn't say anything, just threw a punch at one guy and was knocked out instintly, then as the second guy came after me I bit him. I couldn't stop I drank him dry. Then I look over toward the girl, " Her fear brought back a memory". Then I remembered this was the same alley my last seconds of breathing life had ended. Then she spoke," Thanks for saving me". Then as she came towards me, her blood was so strong I ran and didn't stop till I was at least a mile away. Then as I checked my watch it was almost time for the sun to come up. So I headed home, but couldn't seem to sleep.