Well in my last chapter I mentioned me committing suicide and maybe just maybe I still want to commit suicide. Now you might be wondering why I wanted to commit suicide this is why. Well I basically couldn't stand up for myself so people built me up like building blocks just to knock me down. But once something happened to my friends my attitude changed. Like when I'm shy I become brave and when I'm not confident I become confidence, this time s why NOBODY should mess with me friends. But when it comes to me then I just crash like being blown up by a nuke. Now this is the time I'm getting annoyed by this so I try to stand up for myself but whatever I do it's useless. So this is when I decided to give up on life but guess what I didn't because I knew that what I do is for a reason but if I die then it's still helping people.
Sorry that this was a short chapter. More coming soon!!!!!
