i have sat here so many times
typing away, twisting hate so it rhymes
i have screamed, cried, and said bad words
i have loved life, and freedom, felt as high as a bird
but as much as i repeat this,
again and again my point will miss
as many times as i come back to you
you didnt notice i was gone and pretended you knew
i have tried so hard, because i love the moments when we are happy
but really, we can never be sappy
i can tell you my hopes, loves, and the things i have done wrong
yet we never seem find the click i long
i have tried to create a best friend who i will never leave
yet it is time we seperate, and finally breath
i have lost myself, let alone you
and even when i tell you that, it never feels true
it seems you never handled it well
but really, its not like i can untell
i must live with my secrets i have let out
say my goodbyes, and just love things i cant be without.
so sorry
