Sunrise like a slit neck,
or the gleam of a distant house fire
colors this common scene -
a mechanical cock's
bantam caterwaul stirs us awake.
The red alarm clock's glow
summons dread deep
from the murky waters of our split
conscience, brackish sleep.
Another day ahead,
and there is much work to be done,
more bread to be won. We
soar, only to crash.
Necessity un-sticks our bodies like fly
paper, pulls us out of bed.
I shake the cobwebs
from my mind, eyes opened on dark
room, a black apple rind,
but you are not there.
Stupefied, I blink twice to confirm,
yet still find you nowhere -
Your side of bed is cold.
Stinging tears pour forth from my
busted pipes, I realize you
were but a mere dream -
There never was a 'you', nor 'we';
now there is only me and me.
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Landscapes of the Mind - Poems
Poésie❝ ... abyss without color or stars, black hole we know not of until we are confronted by it. ❞ Poems of life, love, and mental illness not-so-loosely based on experience. ❋ ❋ ❋ © Copyright 2015-2017, by April Nicole Jones.