The Diary of a Broken Girl

August 5th

"Raina! Get in here now!" Mom yelled. Why is she always yelling? And how does she never have a sore throat? I got up from the couch and walked into the kitchen.
"Yea?"'I asked.
"Are you ready to go?" She snarled.
"Yes, I am ready to go." I said, trying to stay calm.
"Don't be a smartass with me young lady. Get in the car. And remember we only have $40 to spend on you. If you hadn't had to eat all the time we'd have more money but NO. "She rolled her eyes.
Keep rolling your eyes and maybe you'll find a brain in there! I thought. She never thinks before she says anything.
"Maybe we should stop at Walmart first. It's real cheap there." I said, ignoring her bitchy tone.
"Yeah maybe." She replied, backing out of the driveway. On the way to Walmart I was thinking about starting school again. I didn't really have friends except for Kelli. And she was in a lot of things so she never really did a lot with me.
"We're here. Get your ass out of the car." Mom said. We went into Walmart looking at my list of Hingis for school:
Mechanical pencils
Colored pencils
5 notebooks and folders
Filler paper
Binder
2 pink erasers
We grabbed all of the stuff and bought it. Then we went to target and bought some school clothes. 4 tee shirts, 3 pairs of jeans, 2 pairs of sweatpants, and 1 pack of socks. We went home and I ran into my room with my stuff. I labled all of my school stuff and packed it into my bag. Then I took all of the tags off my clothes and put them away. I texted Kelli seeing if she was busy or not. She was. So I grabbed my headphones and iPod. I put on the album Nightmare by Avenged Sevenfold. I closed my eyes and turned the volume all the way up. Some of the songs made me wanna punch people in the face, while others made me think a lot. My idiot brother Mike came in. "Mom said you have to do the dishes." I flipped him off and said, "bite me." He rolled his eyes and walked away.

I listened to nightmare a little longer then got up to go into the kitchen and do the dishes. "Glad you finally came out to do those." I heard dad say. "So what's gonna happen next time?" He asked, lighting a cigarette.
"I'll come out and do them right away." I said calmly. But in my head, I was stabbing him.
"Good." He said, and he walked out of the room.
Well, I guess that's really all that happened today. After that I did the dishes, made food, and watched tv in my room till I fell asleep.