Negative thoughts

Am I?

Am I good enough?

Am I actually as good of a person as I think I am?

Am I even good enough to deserve these amazing things?

Why am I overthinking?-

I can't stop thinking the walls of my mind are pounding I can't sleep I'm fucking exhausted emotions are great but when they keep you up at night wishing you were more dead than alive I think that's where I draw the line-

Ughh his name keeps on replaying like a fucking pop song I hate it so much but I want it to continue