BACK FLASH :
I remember it like it was yesterday. The blood. The screaming . my mother crying, I remember it clearly and I can't stop thinking about it .
"Ma'am, did you see anyone else or anyone that you think might wanted to hurt your father?"
The police officer asked me
"Might? Why would anyone want to hurt him? He's An amazing guy.. I just.. Don't get why someone would do such a thing."
My voice cracked . I'm trying my best not to cry and I won't let them see me cry. I promised him I wouldn't .. Not for anything, and I kept my promise ever since .. I lost my dad, my best friend. No one can ever replace him .
I looked on over to my mom who's sitting down on the floor with a blanket over her, she's not doing too great. I walked on over to her.
"Mom?" I said
She looked up at me. Her eyes .. Bloodshot red.
"This is your fault." She whispered
"...what?" I said
"This is your fault!!!" She yelled
"Your father is gone ! And you were with him when it happened! How could you! Why didn't you call for help sooner ?! She yelled
The more she yelled at me. The more I felt the guilt inside of me and the more I wanted to cry and punch a fucking wall.
"M..om im sorry, I'm so sorry." I said
It's all I can ever say. It's all I ever think about.
"You don't.. You don't get to be sorry. I'm done with you Kristen... I just can't handle this right now."
It was blurry. My mom got into her car and drove away, leaving me behind. Part of me wanted to chase after her but the other part of me didn't want to.
"Mom!!" I yelled after her
But she kept driving away.
And that was the last time I ever saw her.
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Empty | ( Hayes Grier fanfic )
Fanfiction"I think the hardest part of losing someone , isn't having to say goodbye but learning to live without them. Always trying to fill the void, the emptiness thats left inside your heart when they go."
