With You (a phanfiction)

At ease

Dans P.o.v

Was I just a mind floating around a black mist? My voice wouldn't work. I couldn't move an inch, no matter how hard I tried. Everything's fucked up now. A bet Chris and Connor won't want anything to do with me anymore. Phil will probably leave me soon anyway. No fucking way will my parents care. I reminded myself that phil LOVES me and Connor and Chris do too but in a friend way. I don't need my parents I've got a new family. I know they'll care because they have before they made sure I was okay. They made me smile. They listen to me and that's why I'm going to try my god damn best to wake up out of this dark hell.

PHIL P.O.V
I sat quietly while the doctors and nurses rolled dan back into his normal spot. The last nurse in quietly shut the doors and smiled at me. "Nurse Lizzie, doctor terry" I nodded. "Hello phil" smiled doctor terry. "I'm afraid we've got some bad news" My heart skipped a beat. My eyes widened. Sweat instantly making my palms sweaty. This can't be happening I'm not taking him off life support. He looks fine at the moment! He seems to be less pale then when he passed out in my arms 3 weeks ago. "Yes?" I Ask trying to sound calm but clearly not succeeding. "Well, good and bad" nurse Lizzie begun. "Dan is in a stable condition and should wake up anytime later tonight or tomorrow. Bad news is he will have to stay at the hospital for about 2 months depending on he's process with he's therapist goes . Now I understand dan might not be keen on therapy sessions but it is necessary for him to be let out." I nodded in agreement and waited for more to be said. "Once dan starts his sessions with Doctor O peters he will be moved into a different ward." Doctor terry smiled and nodded to nurse Lizzie before exiting the room. "Come get me when dan wakes up okay?" Nurse Lizzie asked. "Yup" with that she left and I was sat alone well not alone i had dan laying next to me. I watched he's breathing carefully. He was alive. He was doing well. I let out a sigh of relief. He no longer looked lifeless. I could tell he was alive. Maybe only just alive but still alive.

It was about 8:35pm when someone by the name of Connor walked in. I smiled as he sat down. "Hey, how's dan doing?" Connor asked. I explained what the doctor said and soon after Connor was all caught up. "How have you been?" Connor asked. I sighed thinking hard about the question. "I mean I've been worried about dan but I've been doing my school work here to keep me occupied." I smiled sadly. "What about you?" We sat there getting to know each other untill about 11:30pm. I didn't really know that much about him before this evening! I found out he has two brothers and a sister. Connor also bravely told me he was gay. I found out he's favourite colours. I told him about my high school too! After awhile Connor had to head back home. As Connor started saying his goodbyes he noticed dan start to stir and decided to stay to greet dan when he woke. I looked at dan sadly as he's eyes started to flutter inside his eyelids slowly, the brown eyes of dan Howell emerged from a far away land. Dan laughed to himself when he saw Connor and I sitting there smiling down at him.

DANS P.O.V
I smiled, I had been able to do it! I'm back! I noticed my two favourite people sitting in the room smiling at me. What a wonderful way to be welcomed back into the world. Okay, I know that was cheesy but I'm trying to be positive because I know I'll have to see a therapist before I get let out. I hope to fuck the hospital didn't call my parents. I'd asked the collage when I got there that no matter what even if I was on life support not to call my parents. I looked around I couldn't see them. "Morning princess" Connor smirked. I rolled my eyes and turned to phil. Oh how I'd missed that face. His caring blue eyes. Sweet loving nature. Adorable personality. I look at his perfect curves and laughed to myself. I noticed the two look at each other weirdly. " I'm going to go get nurse Lizzie" Connor announced. I fell really sleepy it was probably the drugs I was on. Phil seemed to notice I was feeling tired so he hopped in my bed wrapping he's Arms around me in a secure manor letting me know I was safe just as I drifted off to sleep he laid a kiss on forehead.