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Chapter 6: Notorious Sartorius

Serena's POV

I guess this is really goodbye. I can't believe that I'm leaving tomorrow and I'm feeling all these emotions that I can't even handle. I honestly don't want to go home. I don't want to face my abusive parents again.

"Shit" I say under my breath. It's already 1AM and my train ride tomorrow is at 7:30 AM! I better get to sleep and forget about Jacob. It's for the best.

Next morning

I wake up bright and early to my alarm set to 6AM. I quickly get changed and run down the stairs and see if I could catch Jacob before I leave. Before I make it to the door, my grandma stops me.

"Gran I need to see Jacob before I leave! I can't go without saying goodbye! Please gran please I need to go" I say while close to tears

"Honey, I don't think you have to do that anymore" she says

"Grandma, please I'm begging you" I say suddenly bursting into tears

At this point I'm literally on my knees begging her to let me see him and all of a sudden she says "Serena, you're staying with us for the whole year!" She says in a happy tone

"Wh--what" I say with a confusion

"You're parents are still.... Figuring out a way to fix their problems. It's safer if you stay with us and live a better life far from troubles and anxieties" she tells me

This can't be. I couldn't believe it. Truly a miracle has taken place at this very moment! I can't wait to call Jacob and tell him the news!

Jacob's POV

"Pass the weed" I say while sharing a blunt with my crew

"Yo Jacob take it easy man" Mark tells me

"Bro, let me be. Just shut up" I say

"Jacob, you've been out of it lately. This whole summer man where have you been?" Zach says

I can't tell them about Serena. No matter how much I love her, they can't know. It will ruin my rep in school and with my crew.

Remember when I said I had a bad past? Well as much as I try to put it in the past, it still remains present.

"Fuck dude I don't wanna go to school tomorrow" Blake complains while snorting up some cocaine

"Yeah guys can we just skip it and do some girls or something?" Mark suggests

I couldn't say no. But I wanted to so badly.

This is my life before I met Serena. I admit, she wasn't my first kiss. She wasn't even my first anything. I'm not even a virgin anymore and I regret giving it up to someone I never even loved. They don't call me "Notorious Sartorius" for nothing.

But deep down, this isn't me.

I can be my real self when I'm with her and I hate the person that I am right now. But she's gone and I'm honestly so lost without her. She was like my light guiding me through the darkness. And now, all I see is pitch black once again.

"So you in or are you out Jacob? Don't be a fucking pussy and cancel again." Zach bitches

"Loren's gonna be there. You don't wanna miss out on that huh Jacob" Blake says while being high as fuck

Oh Loren. My old girlfriend. Honestly don't give a flying fuck about her but I have to lie. I'm kind of the "leader" of this crew and I can't afford to seem weak.

"Ayt guys I'm in" I say with a heavy heart

All I can think of is Serena. There is never a moment when I'm not thinking of her. I hope she's safe

"Jacob your phone is ringing! OOOH who's Serena?" Zach teases

"Oh shit" I mutter under my breath
"What did you say" Zach says

"Oh nothing just close it, I'll get back to that bitch later" I say while regretting everything that had come out of my mouth in that moment

I need to call her back, but not here.

"Aye guys this was fun and all but I'll catch you all later ayt. Gotta avail of the goods (drugs) for tomorrow" I say while leaving

"Yep that's my man! You go Jacob I love U u hunk ooo Jacob love me baby" Blake says while high as fuck

I quickly grab my phone and call Serena.
*ring* "Jacob!" Serena says in a really excited tone
"Oh how I missed your voice" I say
"I need to tell you something!!!!!!" She says
"Yes what it is?"
"I'm ------- *hangs up*
"What the hell" I say

Why did she hang up all of a sudden? What was she gonna say? I need to get to her house right away something seems wrong.

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