Creek - I hate everything about you

Chapter One

!!Chapter Warnings!! : Depression, Self-harm, profanity.

Words: 1818

A/N: Sorry for typos if there are any.
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Tweeks P.O.V.

Damn, aren't I the luckiest guy in the world. I have the most wonderful boyfriend in the world. Arrgh, my damn eyes are hurting so bad, but that's okay. I'd spend all the time in the world for him. What time is it, 3:06 AM. Not that late, maybe ill stay up another 2 hours.

Tweek: Sooo | 3:06 AM

Craig: ... Tweek, I need to tell you something. | 3:06 AM

Tweek: U can tell me anything | 3:07 AM

Craig: Search up a song called I Hate Everything About You , by Three Days Grace. | 3:07 AM

Tweek: k, brb | 3:07 AM

Craig: The song reminds me of you. | 3:08 AM

Wonder what this song is, I've heard of Three Days Grace and I've heard they're a good band. I struggle to plug my headphones into the hole at the bottom of my iPhone 6. "Errrg - god dammit why -err is this so difficult.." I murmur trying to not make my parents hear me. The phone case on my damn phone is waterproof cause my parents think I'm going to break it. But of course the case if so fucking difficult to compete with. I finally plug the headphones into my phone and turn my volume almost up. I love blasting music , it makes me calm and relaxed. Like nothing can stop me. I sound crazy, yet I am, but the feeling is amazing to me. I can feel every beat from a song to ever cord strummed on an instrument. Call me crazy all you want but I'm a fan of alternative music. Twenty one pilots, Panic! at the Disco, Fall out boy, My Chemical Romance, etc. Man music is my escape from reality.

I start to play the song. My shaky hand, with my finger pressing against this screen that could change my life with just one tap of a button. You never know, this device could be the end of you. Just tap the screen and you can screw someones life up. Who am I to say this though. I have no one to talk to. The only person who I could manage to talk to while feeling cared for is Craig. He makes me feel loved. He's the only person I can go to. Sure he doesn't help much but at least he's there for me. I love him so much and if I lost him I'm nothing.

The song began to start. The music flown threw my ears and I loved the tone of the song. I heard the first lyric and it struck me.

"Every time we lay awake,

After every hit we take, every feeling that I get,

but I haven't missed you yet"

That sentence hit me. What is that supposed to mean, you mean all those text about him missing me, they were all lies?

"All the feelings that I get,

But i still don't miss you yet.",

He must of said the wrong song right? He care right? He must, we've been together since 9th grade, I've known him since 5th. Please god he sent the wrong message to me. I'm pretty sure he misses me.. I think. What have I gotten myself into. He doesn't love me, no one does. This is all a trick. Why does he have to do this. Lie to me, if you don't like me you don't have to date me and make me seem like I'm special. I was wrong, I'm not cared for, no one cares about me. Everyone ignores me and I have no actual friends. They're just there for Craig. I cling onto him cause and I follow him everywhere he goes. I have no where else to go, well there is always the back of the school. Plus I love his presence but he doesn't feel the same for me. He NEVER will.