Coleen's POV
Hindi ako pumasok ngayon Wala ako sa mood magmula kagabi Tawag ng tawag si Kesley pero di ko siya sinasagot.
Hay. Di ko na alam ang gagawin ko. nanood nalang ako buong maghapon.
Lance Calling........
Lance? Bakit naman siya tatawag.
"Hello?"
"Coleen Kailangan natin magusap"
"..............."
"Sa bahay ko. 5pm sharp Don't be late" then I hung up.
I looked at the watch 4:00pm pupunta ba ako? Ano nanaman kayang masasakit na salita ang sasabihin niya sa akin? Paano kung wala si Kesley dun? Pano kung walang magtatanggol sa akin pero napagdesisyunan ko rin na pumunta nalang.
Nakita ko siya sa labas ng bahay nila
~Can't ever get it right
No matter how hard I try
And I've tried
Well, I put up a good fight
But your words cut like knives
And I'm tired
As you break my heart again this time~
"Here goes nothing Coleen" nilapitan ko siya.
"Lance"
~Tell me I'm a screwed up mess
That I never listen, listen
Tell me you don't want my kiss
That you need your distance, distance~
"Coleen" he said with a straight face.
"Look I'll never love you nor I will never like you the way you do"
~Tell me anything but don't you say she's what you're missing baby~
"I love Megan, Coleen Wala kang chance sa akin" then I felt my tears started to stream down my face.
~If she's the reason that you're leaving me tonight
Spare me what you think and
Tell me a lie~
"Stop being stupid wag ka mag tnga tngahan Coleen you know what I mean"
~Well you're the charming type
That little twinkle in your eye
Gets me everytime~
"Don't make a fool out of yourself dahil kahit anong pilit mo walang mangyayari" napaluhod ako
~And well there must have been a time
I was the reason for that smile
So keep in mind
As you take what's left of you and I~
"Please Lance Please Try, Try to love me"
"Kahit anong pilit mo Coleen No."
~Tell me I'm a screwed up mess
That I never listen, listen
Tell me you don't want my kiss
That you need your distance, distance~
"Please" desperado na ako mahal ko talaga siya.
"STOP MAKING A FOOL OUT OF YOURSELF!" tinayo niya ako
~Tell me anything but don't you say she's what you're missing baby~
"MAHAL KO SI MEGAN AND NO ONE ELSE" tumalikod na siya at pumasok.
~If she's the reason that you're leaving me tonight
Spare me what you think and
Tell me a lie~
Naglakad na ako pauwi Ang sakit sobra.
Nagulat ako ng may biglang yumakap sa akin. Napangiti ako.
Ang savior ko dumating siya kaso huli na at umiiyak din siya at umiiyak din ang langit.
"I'm sorry Kesley. Nakita mo lahat?"
"................"
"Kesley You've always been my savior You've always been there for me but yet I hurt you I'm so sorry Kesley Alam mo kahit pala si Superhuman kailangan din ng Superwoman na magpapatahan sa kanya na ipagtatanggol siya pero Kesley ipagtatanggol kita sa sarili ko I'm sorry di kita naprotektahan sa sarili ko. Don't worry Kesley I'll fix you"
tinanggal niya pagkakayakap niya sa akin nilagay niya ang palad niya sa mukha ko
"Can I keep you?"
"Yes, Kesley you can"
Then I sealed it with a kiss then again we shared our second kiss in the rain.
Hinatid ako ni Kesley pero di na siya nagtagal alam kong masakit para sakanya ang nakita niya bakit ba kasi ang tnga ko? Hinahabol habol ko pa si Lance eh nandiyan naman si Kesley.
Kinuha ko yung diary ko. This will be my last entry for this diary.
Dear Diary,
The 5th reason why is because he's heartless and the 6th reason why is because he loves someone else.
I closed my diary. This time another diary is opened and it's for me and Kesley's new beginning.
