Living with the bad boy (Editing)

Chapter 8

When we got back Lydia was gone cause she was picking up Lucy from preschool

"I'm just going to take a shower"

"That's fine but when your done we have to talk".

"About what.....you know what never mind"I said laughing and walking upstairs and turned on the shower It took me about an hour just to feel like I washed off all that disgusting feeling off of my body.....I turned off the shower and got dressed into a tank top, short shorts and a checkered shirt around my waist, I walked downstairs and sat down next to Blake and watched tv till he started to talk

"Are you ok"he asked looking directly into my eyes

"Ya just really not comfortable"

"Why"

"He used me for revenge and for my body"I said looking down at my lap and cupping up my hands together

"Hey it's ok"he said putting his hand on top my mine and that sent sparks up my body"he's just a stupid ass bitch who doesn't deserve anyone like you don't let it bother you I can't stand seeing you upset"

"Thank you for helping Blake"

"That's what I'm here for kitten"he said putting his hands on my cheek and got me to look up at him we stared at each other for a little bit till I saw him starting to lean in, it took me a bit to realize what was happening and when he came more close I slowly moved my face away and looked down

"I'm just going to go to sleep"

"Ya night Maria"he said in a slight whisper and he finally used my actual name fuck did I hurt him

Blake's POV

As she went upstairs I wanted to punch something, I can't believe that I almost kissed and the worst thing is, is that I wanted to so bad but I can't cause she has never liked me and probably never will after I tried to kiss her after she got fucking raped by that fucking asshole Eli, and that's when I realized I punched a hole in the wall

"Fuck I got to get out of here"I said to myself so I quickly grabbed my jacket and keys walking towards my motorcycle then texted Garrett

To.Garrett

'Hey dude ill do it but you promise I won't get in trouble'

To.Blake

'Yes finally and nope all you'll get is cash meet me at the reck center'

Maria's POV

I ran upstairs and shut my door then I heard a loud bang downstairs probably just Blake but I heard him go to the garage and start up his motorcycle a drive off

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It's now like 2 in the morning and Blake hasn't came back and I'm starting to get worried but then I heard a door open and close that had to be Blake then he knocked on my door I quickly laid down and pretended to be asleep, he slowly opened the door and walked in

"Maria wake up please"he whispered but I wouldn't move then he put his hand gently on my cheek and moving his thumb up and down which made what felt like fireworks go off in my stomach

"Maria"he whispered a I slowly fluttered open my eyes"hey can we talk"he asked moving his hand off my cheek

"Why"I moaned like I'm annoyed

"Please meet me downstairs"

"Fine"I said, him leaving the room, I got up and looked in the mirror I looked like a total mess for no reason a hasn't done anything ugh who cares Blake wants to talk to me about something so I just put my hair up in a bun and walked downstairs to see a Blake, Garret, Dalton, and Trey

"W-what's going o-on"I stuttered sitting next to Blake cause I'm still really shy around these guys

"It's ok we just want to talk about something with you"Blake said looking at my wrist and back at me which makes me think he told them that I cut

"Please can we not"

"We have to kitten"he said putting his arm around me which made me feel safe

"Awwwww"Trey said making a heart shape with his hands

"Shut up Trey........now Kitten they all know and we want to help"

"H-how"I said still shy

"Well first you have to tell us why you are doing it"

"B-but"

"Hey it's ok you can trust all of us we do want to help we're nothing like Eli we promise"Trey said putting his hand on my thigh then out of nowhere Blake gave him a death stare which made Trey move his hands away

"Ok..........so my mom used to beat me when I was little and then she died in a car accent when I was 13 then my dad re-married when I was 15 and now my dad and step mom never acknowledge me at all and I get yelled at for the most stupid things if they notice it"I said looking down

"I'm so sorry kitten"he said hugging me and I hugged him back and I never wanted to let go but we had to

"I have one more question then you can go back to sleep"

"Ok shoot"

"Ummmmm one of your old friends said that I was one of the reasons for your scars"

"Oh ya"

"Am I"

"Ya sorta"

"What did I do can you tell me"

"Remember that night when I saw you kissing that girl"

"Ya"

"Then we got in this huge fight and then I cut cause of what you said"

"Oh"he said looking guilty and upset I stood up and ran upstairs I shut my door and thought about how they would help me but then I heard a knock at my door

"Come in"I yelled for them to come in and then the door opened and I saw an upset Blake just standing there

"What's up"

"We found a way for you to try"

"What is it"he looked at me like he was about to cry

"They said me and you shouldn't hang out and we shouldn't even talk for awhile and see what happens"

"If you think that will work then I'm ok with it"I lied......there's no way I could go with out being with out him it would hurt me even more

"Ya so I guess this is goodbye for awhile"

"I guess so"

"Ya"he said walking out of my room but I know I won't be able to last

"Blake"I whispered but loud enough for him to hear me

"What"

"There is no way I would be able to make it without you by my side"

"What are you saying kitten"I blushed when he called me that

"That if you want me too stop cutting I have to be with you"

"But I was a reason for a or some cuts"

"Ya but that's because you were mad we didn't mean any of it"I said standing up and walking passed him"I'm going to go tell the guys"

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