Do You Love Me? (BoyxBoy)

hey guys! this is my first, well kinda first story because i keep deleting the stories hat i created haha i hope you guys enjoy my first book!!!!

Chris Parker, yeah that's my name. I'm a 16 year old boy, living with parents, I'm from England. Well, I was born there. & now i'm moving to California. My parents had these bussiness thing there, Well, I have to follow, but I didn't want to. I didn't want to leave all of my friends back from England but i had no choice. I had to follow them. I wanted to stay alone but my parents didn't agree with that.

"Chris, stop using your phone, off it now," Mum said.

I groaned. I was texing Betty, my bestfriend. She's always there for me whenever I'm depressed or afraid o sad, she's always there for me. It broke my heart that I had to leave her & follow my parents to California. I had no choice though. I put in my earpiece & listened to Royals by Lorde. I love that song, I didn't know why, but it's been stuck in my head since the day that I listened to it. Soon after, I drifted off to sleep.

"Chris, honey, wake up," Mum woked me up.

What? Well that was fast, or I slept that long? I shook my head & looked outside the window. Wow, California is so pretty! Maybe, it wasn't bad at all? I smiled.

"Smiling Chris?" Mum said with her wide eyes.

"I guess...yeah," I shrugged.

My Mum hugged & kissed my cheek.

"Mum....... Stop," I said.

The reason why she was so happy is because I don't smile that much after what happened in school a month ago.

Flashback

"Leave me alone!" I shouted.

"Shut up you ugly fuck, you think you're so cool huh? Well, fuck you. You are a worthless piece of shit that deserves to be killed. So, back off before I will humiliate you in front of every single student," Johnny said with anger in his eyes.

I ran away from him. He was a monster, but at the same time he's much more attractive than me, much more fit than me.

"Chris? Chris!!" I heard a familliar voice coming from behind.

I turned around & wiped my tears away.

"What do you want Brad?! Leave me alone," I shouted. I couldn't hold back the tears anymore.

"Really Chris? After everything? I gave you everything, I gave you all my love & this is what I get?" Brad said fighting the tears.

Brad is my boyfriend. I really love him but I can't. Chris is jealous. Since the day Brad & I kissed in front of everyone. Johnny treated me like shit, he called me a lot of names, he even threatened. He told me, if I ever touch Brad, he'll kill me. I ignored him, but today he was too much. & I couldn't hang on any longer.

"You don't understand Brad.... You really don't," I said tears rolling down my cheeks.

'What do you...." Brad almost said something when Chris interupted.

"What's wrong ? Is that...... bothering you?" he said while holding on to Brad's waist & staring at me with disgust.

"Nothing, I was just leaving.." I turned around & ran as fast as my legs could carry me. I reached home & I ran to my room. I locked the door & cried my heart out. Why can't I have a normal & happy life? Why can't I be like Johnny?

I walked into the bathroom. I looked up & looked into the mirror. I was so angry at myself, why am I so ugly, why am I so... why can't I be like Johnny?