Why Couldn't I Save Them (Camila/You) COMPLETED

Chapter 10

Previously

Dinah POV

"You need to let me in." I said to Y/n as we got home. None of the girls were home. But y/n just started crying and shaking. "It wasn't my fault!" She sobbed out. "He- he- he hurt me and he ra---...""""

Y/N POV

"It wasn't my fault!" I said sobbing. "He-he- he hurt me and he raped me." I said shaking. I knew what was about to happen. I was having a panic attack. She looked at me before pulling out her phone. I couldn't hear a lot but I did hear. "She's having a panic attack. She needs you here now. I don't care what happened. You better be here quick Camila!" She said into the phone.

Camila didn't live here anymore because she wasn't in the band anymore. I can't believe I told Dinah. I'm sorry for what's going to happen next. I thought to myself.

Camila POV

I was in the middle of recording a song when my phone started ringing like crazy. I pulled it out and saw that it was Dinah. I've been trying to talk to the girls for about a week and they've been ignoring me. I walked out into the hallway and answered.

Camila- hello?
Dinah- You need to come home now. Wait I mean you need to come to the fifth Harmony house now.
Camila- I can't. I'm in the middle of recording right now. Can it wait till after I'm done?
Dinah- "Y/N's having a panic attack. She needs you here now. I don't care what happened. You better be here quick Camila!"
Camila- okay I'm on my way. I'll be there in a few.

I hung up and ran back into the studio and told them what was happening and said I had to go. They nodded and told me to go and to let them know if Y/n is okay. I grabbed my bag and my coat and ran outside and got in my car. I started the car and drove off as fast as I could. After arriving at my ex-band mates house. I ran inside and saw Dinah trying to comfort Y/n. Y/n looked up and saw me. So I ran to her and started trying to calm her down. I grabbed her hand and put it on my chest. "Copy my breathing Y/n. In and out. In and out. You got this baby. In and it." I said. After she calmed down and fell asleep. I picked her up and brought her up to her room.

I miss all of the girls. But the management was always trying to get us to wear stuff I wasn't comfortable wearing. So they ended up kicking me out of the band and now the girls blame me. It hurt and I miss Dinah the most. You see Dinah and I were dating before I got kicked out of the band. She broke up with me after and I've been in the studio almost everyday since. Trying to keep my mind off of everything that happened. I kissed Y/n's head and whispered a goodbye. I walked down stairs and saw that all of the girls were in the living room. When they heard me come down. They all looked at me with different expressions plastered on each of their faces. Lauren looked somewhat angry, sad and guilty. Ally looked sad. Normani looked sad and angry and Dinah looked hurt and like she was about to burst in tears.

I looked at the floor and kept my eyes looking downwards so I don't have to see there expressions. I grabbed the handle of the front door and opened it. I closed the door softly and the tears started escaping. I thought about them and that's all I could think about now. I thought about how Normani and I would always dance together. I thought about how Ally tried teaching me how to cook. I thought about how Lauren would always give me the best advice and I thought about how it felt to kiss Dinah and hug her and to just be with her. I thought about them as I walked away.

But the worst part is that I hoped she would run after me. I hoped Dinah would run after me and it would be like in the movies and we would kiss. But that never happened. I got in my car and looked at the house one last time and saw Dinah looking out the window. She was crying and it made me cry even more. Knowing that's she's hurt and I can't go in there and comfort her. I looked at her one more time and then I drove away. Leaving her behind again.

Y/n POV

I woke up with a horrible headache. I walked downstairs and saw a note from one of the girls.

Y/n,

If you're reading this we're in the studio recording songs for our album. Sorry we weren't here when you woke up. But Ally cooked you some food and it's in the fridge. Be good and behave. We will be back at 9pm.

Love Ally, Normani, Lauren and Dinah.

I looked at the clock and saw that it was already seven. I had two hours to spend before they came home. I ran up to my room and started grabbing all of my stuff and packing. I'm sorry girls but you know to much now. I wrote a note. Telling them I'm leaving and that I'll be going some where safe and how they shouldn't worry about me. I also wrote that I might visit sometimes if I have time too. I grabbed my backpack and my big suitcase which was packed and started walking to the one place I know I could go and stay. After walking for almost an hour. I reached the house. I walked to the door. But I pulled out my phone to check the time. It's nine so the girls are getting home right about now. I knocked on the door and the door swung open after a couple of minutes.

"Y/n what are you doing here?" She asked. "I can't be over there. I told Dinah about what happened and I couldn't deal with it. I already told you what happened and I feel more comfortable with you." I said. "Okay come in." She said. "Thank you Camila." I said