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Prologue: The Mistake

Prologue : The Mistake

Darkness cannot drive out darkness: only light can do that. Hate cannot drive out hate: only love can do that.-
Martin Luther King Jr.

Hours: Approx. 3:25:45

I heard my alarm go off, and that's when I knew had to get up, and go to thing where majority of my life is spent, called work.

I am neurosurgeon at St. Vincent's Hospital, which other jobs online require to be 9-5, I am mostly there 12-3. This job has been my dream job since I left that dreaded high school of mines, but it has also cost me my personal life.

I sighed to myself. To be real with myself, I don't show much affection towards anyone really, so dealing with death almost daily around the hospital as the new normal of my life, I have learned if I grow attached to something, and I started to care too much. It always seems to turn for the worst. So for my kids I show no emotions, because this will teach them to be tougher in life, and bettering their good.

As for my husband, Eric, I have changed as a person so much; that I cant even please him in the ways I use to when we were young. Though since he is a lawyer, he should understand why I cant always tend to his needs.

I wiped my face and yawned, getting up out of the bed making sure I didn't wake him up, and began to do what I usually do, going into the restroom taking quick shower, and throwing my clothes on leaving my hair in a nicely pulled back pony tail.

I left a usually little stick note on the dresser telling him I was going to be on call today, which I actually enjoyed, because I hate to be stuck at home. It is so very dreadful, I could be getting work and earn money for me and my family, and plus today's surgery I have to cut out half of a child brain out. I prayed my kids will never get in to a car wreck, or as dangerous and life-taking as this one.

I peeked my head in my children's room, I saw they were all sleeping I went and left money on my older kids room the first twins, Cire and Cameron, just in case they need some for lunch or shopping for later on.

I went into the younger set of twins room, whom are only 2, Matthew & Madyson, they both sleeping peacefully in their beds and I cracked a little smile, heavens knows when I actually truly smiled. But i crack the door open a little and eased out the room.

1:02:35

I was in the mood before I went to work, and I cleaned up a little bit before I had to go. Hopefully Cameron, will know to fold the load of clothes, after I leave for work. I sighed and shake my head, I don't need to be slipping so I decided I best be on my way before traffic will start up ahead.

I grabbed my car keys to my 2014 Honda Accord, and turned around looking back into my house at the door entrance, I don't know why but I stood there just thinking long and hard, then before I know it I was daydreaming. I shook my head, and close the door gently after I locked the door. I jogged to the drive way to my vehicle, turning it on so it could warm up since it was a bit chilly out, before backing out.

I yawned again due to the fact I had to wake up at 2 am, and I just got off work at 6 pm. They just give me time to rest, I might as well be a robot charge me up and off I go, doing paper work, talking with the patient, making sure this is what the patient want, which is the best procedure, how much does it cost, and etc... I am so use to it, I don't even know what is my actual smile. I smile so much behind that smile, but am I really happy behind it?

I messed with the radio a little bit until I heard Tamia -This Time It's Love, playing in the background. I bobbed my head to the words, turning on my window wipers since the rain began to come down harder, and I couldn't see worth a flip, I took out my emergency pair of glasses and took in a deep breath. Steady, but surely was going to make it to work on time.

00:05:12

I began to speed up, which I knew was kinda dangerous, but I saw on my phone they needed me there ASAP. And I constantly kept looking I had to make sure I wasn't going to crash into anybody because I couldn't really see their lights and I was only a good twenty-five minutes from St.Vincent Hospital.

I closed my eyes just for a second and that second I open them I saw another car from the opposite lane I tried to move but I was too slow, I saw the car come and hit me full on. I covered myself before I knew it. I was fixing to die.

I began to flip, and the more it flipped the more pain I was in. The air bag began to hit my head repeatedly and, I began to lose lose contentiousness, I felt my eyes getting heavier and I felt my pain decrease, I let the sleep come over on me. I just wanna wake up from this horrible dream.

-No Point Of View-

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