Scared To Be Lonely [Martin Garrix Fan Fiction]

Chapter 1:

[Trinity ]

"where you want to go?" Martin said as I get up from the bed. " I'm sorry. I've to go now or else I'll get fired." I said, wearing my shoes. " Please don't go." he wrapped his arm around my waist and kiss my neck.

Then, he pulled me into his embrace and I can't help myself anymore. I quickly push him down to the bed. " Come here." he said softly and pulled me down and position me on his body and I start to kiss him softly.

" That's better." he whispered as I run my hand at his chest then, down to his stomach and run my hand around his waist. We kiss became more passionate and kiss more. Then, I grab at the hem of his shirt and pull it over his head. He chuckled and kisses me more. I immediately pull away as I couldn't believe what I had done.

" What?" Martin said.

" We already went too far." I said breathlessly. He grin, " you meant these?" then, he smiled and I nod. " Do you want to stop?" he asks as I get up from him. " I'm so sorry. I didn't mean it." I said. He planted a kiss at my forehead. " Don't apologies. I'm understand." he said softly, running his hand at my back to comfort me. I took his hand, " this is very new to me. I mean, I never involve with this. I'm so sorry." I whisper.

" Don't apologies." he said sternly. " Just take your time...this is my first time too. and my first kiss with you." then, he smiles. " Seriously?" I said with a big smile. He nods his head and pulls me into his embrace and we just remain there.

" I love you, Trinity Rodriguez." he whispers at my ear and holds me tighter. " I love you too, Martijin Garritsen." I whispered back. " Can I kiss you?" he asks. I look at his gorgeous eyes and smile. " Anything you want."

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After an hour,

After we spend almost an hour lying on the bed, talking, even kissing has make me feel like into a zone which is just between me and him in this world. Me and Martin hand-in-hand walk out from his apartment and we got into his uber because he wants to sent me to my apartment. All the way on the journey, we didn't talk much but he put his arm around me and kisses my cheek.

The uber driver couldn't stop peeking at us and ask us whether everything is alright or not. And I think he got the point-or maybe he thought that me and Martin need a room.But what Martin says to the driver is," everything  is fine here. I can't help myself to let her go, that's it. Just ignore us." then, he pulls me into his embrace again.

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[Martin Garrix]

Just as we reach Trinity's apartment, I tell the driver to wait me and I sent Trinity to her apartment. " So?" she said as she's standing at the doorway with her gorgeous smile ever. I couldn't help myself so I hug her for the last-not last time. But it is just  for temporary. Saying Goodbye sound like not suitable to end here.

I don't want her to be sad. I want her to be happy as always and the most important is-I love her so much.

"Please take care of yourself-for me. Promise?" I say, holding her face and look at her blue eyes just like mine, but her eyes eyes is more piercing and soulful. " I will." she said.

"And please take care of my heart too, can you do it for me?" I say as my eyes start to fill with tears but I'm trying not to cry in front of her. because it will hurt her too. As I told, she is a piece of me. Forever.

" Do not let anyone enter your house except if they are your friend. And answer my call if I call you. Always make sure you're safe wherever you go and call me if something happen. I will never forgive myself if something happen to you." I said and she's laughing.

" What's funny?" I ask as I feel better to see her smile rather than end up here with mixed up and emotional feelings.

"I'm not a little girl, okay? I'll always be safe." she says.

"I'll keep your words." I smiled back to her. " I've to go now or else I'll be late." I said.

Silence.

" I love you so much." I say. " I love you too." she says and I hold her face and kiss her. But it feel like forever even it just a kiss.

then, I watch her walk into her house and lock the door. and I left.

I saw her standing at the balcony and waves me. I wave her back and blow a kiss to her. She smiles.

" God, please take care of her for me."I say, then, I got in the car and left my only love.

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