Life sucks

Love sucks

It really sucks when you love someone but they dont  feel as strongly about you as you do them .  You try everyhting to be with them but you know you cant because you dont want to force someone to love you .When i date people i try to put myself out there and try to find someone who cares when im upset ,is always blowing up my phone ,writes me long paragraphs.But they only person thats blowing my phone up im still madly in love with and i cant help but no to fall for them i miss them but they dont love me like i love them .I try everything and they think i dont love them well if your reading this i do love you more than anything i didnt fall for your looks i fell in love with the fact that when im upset your there for me your smile,your laugh everything.

I love the way that you used to make me laugh and how we were really close i wish we were still together.You say your confused with your feelings but so am i nobody knows how to feel anything but i can name a couple things im feeling.im feeling hurt because your not mine,Happy because your no sad ,sad that i lost the one thing on this earth that actually makes me happy ,and mad that i didnt fight for you i just let you go .But just know that even after all those bad feelings im still madly in love with you .You didnt care what people thought about you ,you just went on with life without caring what people said whether it was bad or good you didnt care.If i could erase time and go back to the moment were we broke up i would change it make it all better i wish i had three wishes i would use them all just to be with you.

You might be moving but i dont care because i would travel the whole world just too be with you. I know that if your reading this you propably wont understand why i care about this person so much ,It is because I finally am realizing what love is .I understand when people say that the person they love makes them the happiest in the world well they do ,look i have been hurt so many times I should be used to break ups by now but this one hurt the most it felt like i was shot in the heart but i cant get over them .I really hope that they know that they mean the world to me and always will .I hope they know that when they date someone the person dating them was like me madly in love but i fell for them worse than they did .Just know im gonna be right here when you need someone to talk to ,cry on someones shoulder ,when you want to feel loved or when you want to date just know i will be here for you just know I love you ....