4 Chapters With You...

1st Chapter With You

I'm Asherah Perez, 16 years old. I think that's enough for a self-introduction and our story start like this.. 

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♥♡♥ 1st Chapter With You ♥♡♥

..."And I can still see the beauty behind her lifeless eyes..."

By: DreamLikeAubrey ♔

Nandito ako ngayon sa kotse, kagagaling lang sa hospital. Tiningnan lang yung result ng CT scan. Ayos naman kahit papaano :) sabi nga ng doctor I'm doing good, yun nga lang I need to take a rest at wag munang maggagalaw, madali lang naman gawin yun :)

♬♪♩Come on baby with me

We're gonna fly away from here

You were my best four years♬♪♩

My phone ring☎

*Mommy calling..*

I slide the answer key. "Yes mommy?"

("Hi. Sweety, I'm sorry di ako nakaattend sa event niyo ngayon sa school, babawi na lang ako--")

"No mommy, it's okay.. don't feel sorry." Hindi alam ni mommy yung about sa case ko. May sakit kasi ako pero wala lang yun, wag niyo ng alalahanin:)

Para hindi makahalata si mommy ang ginawa kong palusot ay ang event namin sa school kasi alam ko namang hindi siya makakapunta.. "Actually mommy I have a fun time."

"Really sweety? I'm glad you enjoyed it. Oo nga pala, may meeting pa pala ako, ingat ka diyan hah.."

"I..

"Bye." *toooooot..* Call ended.

...love you mommy." hindi ko alam na may pumatak na palang luha sa mga mata ko. Noon ko lang narealize na ang hirap pala kapag yung nanay mo busy palagi, yung hindi ka na masabihan ng 'I love you' o kaya matanong manlang ng 'kumusta ka na'. Yung hindi mo na halos nakikita. Yung wala kang mapagsabihan ng problema mo kahit na alam mong napakabigat na nito at hindi mo na alam kung paano bubuhatin kasi nag-aalala ka na dadagdag pa yun sa problema niya..

But what if yung kinatatakutan kong bagay ay mangyari... bukas o.. ngayon, anong gagawin ko? makakaya ko bang sabihin ang... goodbye? Hindi ko alam.

I wipe the tears flowing on my face and get my ipod and search a song which can relate to what I am feeling right now..

I can't find a right song that's why I shuffled it nalang. I put my headset on and start listening..

♬♪♩If I die young, bury me in satin

Lay me down on a bed of roses

Sink me in the river at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song 

Uh oh, uh oh

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother

She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors, oh,

And life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no

Ain't even grey, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life, oh well

I've had just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin

Lay me down on a bed of roses

Sink me in the river at dawn

Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life, oh well