That One Emø Kid

My life

I was normal before stuff went down. When I was very young and tell this Day my Mom would never stop Drinking and smoking, She would get drunk everyday and smoke 1 pack of cigarettes everyday. I didn't have a Dad to talk to because he cheated on my Mom and I haven't seen him for my whole life. So I just got some friends and really love me and I call the my step family but as the years go they started to hate me more. In my School years I used to cut in front of my friends I feel so sorry for Aaiyah. I feel real sad for how my boy-friends treated me (my friends that are boys) never really talked to me especially Dante he would say 2 words to me then talk to someone else. Now they all left me, thank God they were the worst friends. I remember when I almost killed myself in class, the teacher stopped me but I didn't want to stop I just needed to go somewhere to be happy, but of course she stopped me DAMN YOU MISS REED. But I've slowly stop cutting and started starving myself and I feel good when I do it I feel free. I still do it tell this day but I wish I can have a new life I know I have a step family and all but I with my family loved me. let me tell you about my brother Justin, he abuses me day by day and I get used to it but I wish I would have Justin as a good brother. Let me tell you about Andy, he is my Ex and he cheated on me with a catfisher, she tryed to be a youtuber but that didn't work because I know the youtuber, I tryed dating him again and he cheated with my brother (he did this Tue-19-2016) and I've been heart broken ever since that day...........