Sober Gamzee x reader

chapter 1

He looked at me with that face, the face of a killer.
He placed his now bloody hands on my face. "Now, what's wrong?" Gamzee said with a sick smile.
He looked at me with those hated eyes,  that looked as if he didn't know all the pain he has caused. I couldn't say anything, I was terrified beyond belief, my eyes regrettably produced salty warm tears. He began to wipe them all away with his cold, bloody hands. Which smeared the blood on his hand all over my face, those were all of my friends blood on his hands. I watched him kill them all, as I ran away like the coward I am.. I was the real monster here.
"No!" I thought to myself as I cleared my mind. "I need to get away from him."  I snapped back to reality, I jump up which startled him and I tried to run away as quickly as I can. Though my freedom was cut short as I felt him grab my wrist. "LOOK AT ME!!" Gamzee yelled as he grabbed my jaw harshly until I was looking at him. "I love you and I will KILL everyone till you're mine! got it?! " he yelled startling me as more tears fell."...Please stop." I say in a sob, he slaps me against my face. It hurt so much and I could tell there was going to be a bruise there. "Shut up! you can't tell me what to do!" as he walks away and chuckles under his breath. "I'm sorry..." I whisper

(Sorry it wasn't long its really late and I got to go to sleep but I will do more soon maybe tomorrow)