a heart for a eye(eyeless jack drama)

an eye for lover

                                          (Amandas pov)

i woke up my friend Bella opening the blind to are apartment. i pull the blankets over my head and mumble half asleep.

"what the hell are you doing"!

" goooddd! im just letting some light in so i can see because you still have not payed the electricity bill!"she says

"im sorry im just tired because i have not gotten  a lot of sleep because of mark."

if you wondering who mark is he is my crazy ex . i broke up with him two months ago and he still after me with threats . he mostly just texts me about how i broke his heart and he did not deserve to feel this way. i always tolled him i just needed time. but of cores he say that hes going to find me and hurt me. i never really thought he was serious until he followed me to the gas station and pulled a knife on me. luckily a stranger garbed him and gave me time to get in my car and drive away.  that was yesterday and im still unsettled that he found me . i dont know how because i have never told him were i live or were im going for the fact of the matter. 

before i could finish my thought Bella spoke up.

"its alright i know its be hard for you and if i was their that day i  would have beaten the crap out of him for you". she said jokingly   but still a hint of truth in her eyes

she walked out of my room and shut the door behind her.Bella has always been a great friend to me . i remember   the first time we meant and became friends.

     flashback

i walk into my new class room . i was shy and did not look up for anyone not even the teacher who hated me when i did not look at him.i take a desk in the far corner of the room . it was middle school and i was new and had no friend i was mad at my parents for sending me to live with my aunt who mostly got drunk every time she came home. i flash out of my daydream when my teacher calls my name. miss angel . i look up at him as he begins.

may you state your name please and tell use were you are from.

M-my names A-amanda Angel i c-came from C-Colorado. i stamper

I could here giggles and sinkers and then i heard a boy yell.

'well well we have our self a stu-stu-stutter " he moched

the hole class laughed as if it was the most funny thing they had ever herd. i thought i was going to cry in front of the whole class but i held back the tears as more rude comments were through at me. 

"wow "! a girl said" she looks like an alien."

more laughs came now the tears were starting to grow bigger but i would not let them fall . with every passing second of being named called the tears felt like the were going to burn my faces off until the teacher spoke up.

"now, now that is not nice if i here any more laughs or name calling you can do that in detention. he said as he looked and me and made it clear i needed to take my set . he left the class to i guess  go take a wizz . the same boy how made the first insalt got up and started towards  me with a paper ball in hand . he stoped a few passes in front of me and through it at my head. i picked it up and opening it. it read-

hey your new around here so let me tell you a secret you dont belong here so go kill your self ok? :)

i felt tears in my eyes and apparently  the girl/bella next to me saw the note and got up with her ruler and slapped him across  the faces with it he grabbed his check and yelped in pain.

your going to regret the you little moutherfu-

the boy was not able to finish his rude remark before the teacher came in. and begone teaching.after that me and bella were best friend i dont know what i would have done if she was not their that day it was because of her im now a happy as can be.

 (end of flashback)

i walked down the stairs and into the kitchen were i saw Bella cleaning. LIKE HEAVY DUTY CLEANING!. i saw she had out bleach and other things like scubbing bubels  and the rest i was not able to make them out.she was on her hands and knee cleaning therully.i dont know why but when i see bleach it makes me think of murders wich brings back memoirs of the people i loved either being killer or killing. for some rezone  it made me go crazy like insane i always thought i would be come like one of them like a crazy person but i kept my sanity.

hey guys this is my first store so plz rate me and tell me what i might need help on and if you like it xoxo your sane righter