I love you , you loved me.
We're happy way back then.
We've been together for 5 years you respect me a lot , I return the favor , our love is healthy , we're happy with each others company 💕.
Before our love story starts I already knew that your mom doesn't like me , funny cause I did everything I can just to win her heart .
But no, she's hard as stone everytime I go near you, whenever I'm in your house and you're not around she keeps telling me to stay away from you, she even told me that that's the only thing that will make her happy.
I'm stupid that I've dealt with it.
I did
I did
That's the stupidest thing I've ever done. She told me to stay away from you so you can continue your passion on states. I was shocked about it cause you never mention those things with me .
I know, I know it'll be hard for us two. I know why you didn't mention those because you don't want me to get hurt. You treat me as if I'm a glass, fragile, very fragile.
You didn't told me because you know that I'll only push you away.
But the awaited time come.
We met at the park , I didn't reply with your messages. I'm cold as ice with you even though it kills me inside.
You: Do you still love me?
I can't look directly to your eyes , cause I know that all the barriers that I build will slowly crash, melt with just one look in your eyes.
I answered your question clearly
Me: I don't love you anymore, our relationship is just like counting the stars .
I look at you for the last time memorizing the features of your face, this is the guy I love, and forever will . I saw the unshed tears in your eyes.
Me: Like counting the stars, very boring.
I saw your unshed tears rolling down your cheecks, I want to wipe it out and tell you I'm sorry .
That I didn't meant those words.
I will never forget how you begged for me,
I stand up, you hold my hand.
You: I'm sorry baby. Please tell me where did I go wrong.
No, baby take back your sorry I should be the one to tell you those words.
I pulled my hands off you, I can't stand any longer, because I know I will break down in front of you. I walked away.
A week after we met, I heard you already went to states, I'm happy for you baby, I love you and forever will, no one can replace you in my heart.
Recently, its already 5 years way back then. I heard you're getting married, you're already a professional doctor. I'm happy for you even it feels like a knife stabbed in my heart , I'm still happy for you, yes I'm still into you baby, after that (5 years ago) day I can't already notice myself I'm always drunk, I'm a mess.
I'm happy watching you from afar fixing your life, while I'm still here, still in a mess .
I'm wondering if you already know the reason behind our break up .
Hm,lol of course not, if you knew that I know you will be by my side right now and planning for our future.
I know soon the wound in my heart will heal, but the scar will stay forever 💔.
I love you and forever will.
