With You (a phanfiction)

Laughing Promise's

Dan p.o.v
I wake up to see a nurse talking to phil about one of my results. Phil glances a smile my way while listening carefully to what the nurse was telling him. I take the chance to intake my surroundings. A small little room with three chairs to my left and a heap of machines and then to my right was a small table with a get well card from pj and Connor along side more machines. I look out across the hall and notice a familiar face sitting by another's bed. I quickly swerved my attention to phil and what the nurse was saying. It couldn't be my mum. Mum wouldn't have showed up even if the collage did call up. If it was my mum why was she sitting next to someone else's bed? Who was the  important person that had been hurt? I see the nurse turn to walk away  and decide to take a quick glance at the woman. It was definitely my mother. Phil notices I'm staring at someone I try to look away but he sees who was there and just sighs. "Dan I'll talk to you about her later"
"NO! Why is my mother here? Who's she with!?"
"Look i'll tell you later but there are more important things right now"
"Like what?"
"Your health"
I frown. He won. I need to know how to get better. For phil.
"Okay, your going to be seeing a therapist and he'll decide what to do with you basically"
"Okay"

After I had been moved to a section of the hospital which contained others who have attempted suicide, have anxiety, depression, eating disorders etc. Phil sat me down and began to tell me about my mum. "Well." He began. "I was lonely one day and hadn't been outside of your ward for awhile so I went to have lunch at the park across the street. I bumped into a lady and she told me her name and that she was here because her son Adrian fell and broke his arms."  Thank fuck it wasn't serious Adrian was one of the only family member I still had respect for. "I told her I was here with my friend dan and that he had attempted suicide. She got emotional and explained how she had a son called Daniel but he preferred dan and that he had an argument with her about a difference of opinion and you weren't on good terms. Anyway she was really nice to me and offered for me to visit her but the doctor had rushed you away so I wasn't really in the mood. She doesn't know it's you" I sat in bed  stunned. That wasn't the way I wanted phil to find out about my sexuality and Sam and his gang. "I'm sorry!" I blurted out making the black haired blue jump. He gave me a confused stare forcing me to explain why. "Phil I'm sorry for over dosing I thought you and Carrie were a thing and I was afraid you would turn out like Sam! I knew you wouldn't. I'm sorry for not telling you that the bullies had done a lot more to me then tease me. They pushed my around, gave me bruises and cuts, gave me minor depression. I'm sorry I didn't tell you I'm bi sexual! I know you, pj, Chris, everyone wouldn't have cared. You wouldn't have given two shits! You would've cared for me. Connors the only one that knows, I don't know why I trusted him so quickly but I did and glad I did actually. I'm sorry for the fact that I know almost everything about you but i haven't  told you much of my past! Most of all I'm sorry for hiding my shitty feelings! Phil lester I have the most massive crush on you and I fucked up  by trying to end it before I let you in!" I looked up and saw phil's lips crash on to mine. My heart instantly melted and my tongue danced around phil's mouth. He pulled me closer as I grabbed onto his neck and pressed my lips against phil's as hard as I possibly could.

A little while later we fell asleep holding each other tightly but gently. I awoke and whispered to phil that i was going for walk. He made a muffled sound and nodded as he shoved his face into a pillow and fell back to sleep.

Walking around I saw a girl with long, sleek beautiful hair. She turned around and gave me a sad smile. "I've been in here forever" she signed as she slid down the wall into a ball. I sat down next her and told her I was new here. "I'm Lilly" she frowned putting a hand out. We shook hands. "So what are you here for?" She asked. "Uhhh I attempted suicide" I signed. "Oh. I've wanted to but I'm to f*ing weak." The girl murmured. My eyes widen with fear "you really don't! Please don't! I made a mistake by doing it! As I was on my death bed the one person I didn't want to find me did. He didn't realise at first but when he did the pain and tears in his eyes broke my heart and the thought of him hurting oh my I couldn't stand!" The girl looked up at me with a new spark in her eyes but it faded away pretty quickly. "I don't have anyone that loves me" I looked her in the eyes "I thought that too. When I woke up the guy kissed me" she smiled. "What's he's name" I seemed to have distracted the girl from her depressing thoughts which made me smile. "Well? Go on I want to ship you guys!" I laughed and told her phil's name. She though about for a second before yelling out "PHAN!" I hit my head on the wall laughing which caused us both to laugh even more. "I don't think I've laughed for real since last year! My food is ready so I should go before someone tells me I have to stay another fucking month. But you're going to have to come back!" I smiled and tangled my pinky up with hers "promise"