I TAKE IT BACK

stop and hear my painful crys

you awake with your body in the corner of the empty classroom.everything hurts.you touch your lip slowly feeling the red liquid drip from the cut.the skin on your collarbone feels bruised and tender.you swipe your thumb across the dark mark and wince.you look done slowly to see bare skin.you growl angrily as your fists collide with the light shaded yellow walls."how could he..." you mutter "that bastard will pay!" you try to stand slowly but instead you collapse and go into a whimpering fit.you sniffle and rub at your legs and your ass alittle.your skinny jeans and boxers lay a few feet away.as pathetic as you feel you crawl towards your clothes.you close your eyes tightly to try and cope with the pain.your eyes trail across the room in search of your, well josh's jacket and shirt.the shirt and jacket lays across your backpack along with a note.you shove on the shirt before the pain sets in."fuck" you groan and rub at your neck."he could've atleast been softer like damn fucking jack ass " you groan.you glance at the note it reads: "listen damian I I'm fucking sorry I know your pissed but you didn't text me I thought you were ignoring me or playing hard to get I just...can't we talk please...i don't wanna have to do this again tommorow if you don't cooperate - blake"
you glare at the note..."I'd rather die" you growl "than talk to the bastard that raped me!" you throw the crumbled gum wrapper note to the far side of the classroom.you break down into a fit of tears "won't someone stop and hear my painful crys..." you pull at your hair as the tears roll down your cheek.you stand up slowly grasping onto the desk to steady yourself.yoi hold onto the row of desks as you stumbke over to the door you slowly turn the knob and lean your locker.you tub at your sore bum once more before you begin to get to fourth period.pressing your hand against the lockers to keep you up your turn the corner and make your way into your fourth period.you ignore the stares and looks of disgust as you make your way to the back seat.adien scoffs and begins to speak "your ass feeling okai because seems that your late again because your to busy getting pounded in your ass.who ass fucked you this time?" the room erupted with laughter and suggestions on who pounded my ass.a girl with red hair and brown feckless sprawled across her nose suggested it was the teacher from sex ed.i cringed at the thought as I gave them the finger.assholes I sware little did they know the one who pounded my asshole...was there leader of the homophobes blake.i sat down at my seat in the back  holding back a low growl of pain.aiden turns his head my way as his lips form a vicious smile."you okai or is your ass too sore?" you glare at him "you surely seem to care is there a slight chance you didn't get to pound my ass?" he blushes and turns around with a snarl."that blush just proves my point seems to me like somebody's in the closet about being gay." he flips you off as he keeps his eyes on the chalk board.you lean back into your chair trying to get comfortable.the grey headed substitute glances at you mouthing the words "art room" you nod slowly and causiously get up from your seat.you limp over to the door causing Aiden to speak once more "damn dick sucker here can barely stand who really is this mystery man who fucked your ass?" you glance back quickly rolling your eyes as you limp out of the class.the art room is just across the hall.what the hell do they need me for you mutter.you hold onto the wall as you tug the door open.theres a awkward silence in the room but you feel a presence.you step in the room slowly...you turn to your left as shock crosses your face.yoi begin to loose your breath and you place your hand on your heart as you head starts booming.no please no you cry out no its not real!he shoves you across the room and slams his palm against the door.locking it quickly he backs you up against the wall swaying against your body softly.he leans forward and places his soft lips against yours.moving his hips against your body.you blush deeply and lean your head back in pleasure.you stare into his eyes and your lips play at a small smile.you kiss his lips again and lean in closer whispering in his ear "i missed you babe" he nods and wraps his arms around your waist leaning his head against your chest.you go to stroke his hair as he disapears.you frown softly as you open your eyes slowly looking up.the dull light of the school hallway blinks.you groan I blacked out?...you grab your bag and shuffle over to the bathroom.you splash the cold water onto your pale skin.the door creaks open you rush to the stall behind you and stand on the toilet bowl locking the stall.you hear a few cuss words and then some deep breaths.the person slumps against the sink facing your way.you tense up trying not to be seem.the person frowns and slightly squints.you cough and unlock the stall "most people would veiw you as a perv looking inside your stall but I don't judge so it's okai" you laugh out.the boy blushes and awkwardly laughs."no i just I'm...i thoyght I was alone until I saw...nevermind..." he says slowly trailing off.mhm.he looks done softly blushing once more "nate" "oh uh damian" he nods and wipes his tear stained cheeks looking at his shoes.you grab your black pen from your pocket and grab his arm.he tenses and winces against your touch.you soften your grip and look at him quickly.then you write your damian and your number on his palm.he nods again staring at his palm with a blush creeping onto his cheeks.he lowers his head walking out of the bathroom as you trail behind him.he turns to you and gives you a shy wave.the bell hums above you on the speaker.you rush out the front doors.you blush deeply as josh wraps his arms around your waist.you rest your head in the crook of his neck and breath  softly.you begin to tear up as he rubs your back soothly.you kiss his collarbone then kiss his lips softly.he kisses your check with worry filling his beautiful eyes."tell" he pulls you over to his car and starts it up.you nod softly "later" he looks at you calmly then nods kissing your hand.you blush and feel your pocket buzz against your thigh.you ignore it for the time being and focus on josh green eyes on your lips.you lean in to him pressing your lips to his.you jump slightly as someone's horn blares behind you.you lean back into your seat as josh turns the corner pulling into the apartment parking lot.he kisses your cheek reaching for your hand playing with your fingers.you blush and kiss his nose.he steps inside the building pulling you along.he puts the key into the lock opening it slowly.you follow him into the room closing the door causiously.you lay your head on the pillow facing the wall.he moves to the other side of you facing towards you.you reaches for your hands and entangles his feet with yours.you look down and start to speak.your voice sounds soft and fragile with a slight stutter as you exsplain the bastard that beats your ass  on a daily bases upon arriving at school raped you in an abandoned classroom.josh frowns and kisses your cheek not saying a word just pulling you into a hug stroking your hair."it's okai  I'm transferring to nekoman(ignore the highschool name) highschool you'll be safe i sware" he leans forward kissing your forhead then squeezes your hand.you blush laying your head against his chest and sigh.you play with his fingers and play with his hair.he falls asleep at your touch breathing softly.you chuckle  then reach for your Samsung.nate texted you earlier with a simple "hai" you reply with a "hai nate" he replied instantly with a "y-you replied I thought nvm wyd?" "nah I had to speak with my uh I had to nvm I just i sware I didn't ignore you well gah nvm
he replies with a "its okai cutie"
you blush to yourself at his comment.you text until around 10:48 pm then he sends you a sleepy kanoto gif saying goode night.you giggle softly replieing with a quick "okai cutie nighters." You kiss his neck softly and lay your head against the pillow staring at his soft features.you smile softly and close your eyes.

(if your reading this whoa your fucking fab pwease vote or atleast comment so I can figure out what I can do better and yea buh bye now have a goode day)