"Tony, you have to stop moping." You said coming around to block his view of the TV.
"I don't wanna." He moved his head to see the TV again. You sighed and grabbed the remote from his hand switching of his show.
"Well you better cuz I got Steve to take Bucky out of cyro to come talk to you." Tony's eyes widened as he jumped up from the couch.
"You did what?!"
"Oh stop complaining you big baby. Now go put on some pants." He rolled his eyes and stalked out of the room wearing his boxers and a suit jacket.
-------A soft knock at the door had woken you up from your nap at around 4:00. You rolled over, almost off the couch and glanced at the clock, your eyes widened at the time and you bolted to your room to get ready screaming at Tony to answer the door. You could hear his heavy footsteps as he walked towards the front door.
"Hey Tony." You heard Steve's muffled voice from inside your closet where you were searching for jeans.
"Hey, Cap. How ya been?" Tony faked his cheeriness. You sighed as you thought about seeing Bucky again. What he would probably say. What he would think when he saw that his girlfriend-if you were even that now- was living with the man that almost killed him and his best friend. You shuddered and threw on some pants. Socks followed soon after and as you rushed down the hallway you pulled your hair into a messy bun.
"Hey people!" You announced your presence stepping into the living room. Bucky looked up, his blue eyes full of sadness.
"Hey Y/N." Steve gave you a hug and you sat next to Tony. He cleared his throat awkwardly and turned to Steve.
"Uhh, so I guess we have some things to talk about huh?" Steve gave him a half smile and Bucky stared at the ground. You could see him look up at you out of your peripheral. He opened his mouth hesitantly to speak but closed it as Steve spoke up,
"Tony I just want you to know how sorry I am. We both did some pretty stupid things and I don't know if it's the same for you but I let myself get blinded to the real problem. I still stand by my choice to not sign the accords so I hope that if we can't be teammates again we can at least be friends." Tony looked taken aback but nodded.
"Well you know Cap, you're not half bad in the field. So I really hope that it doesn't have to come to the point where we can't be teammates." Tony smiled and you got up.
"Does anyone want coffee?" Steve and Tony both nodded but Bucky only stared. You walked to the kitchen sadly, your boyfriend's face playing over and over in your head.
"Y/N think about what you're doing."
"I am." You yanked your arm from your boyfriend's grasp and pushed past him. "I'm doing my job." The hurt on his face was almost to much to bear and you had to walk faster so he didn't see you cry.
-------"Stay with me darling. Stay with me Y/N." Bucky pleaded with you as you lay on the ground blood spilling from your chest. You nodded.
"I'll always be with you. I love you James." His tears mixed with the blood on your chest as Steve told him he had to go.
"I love you with all my heart Y/N. I'll always be with you." He brushed his lips past yours and ran off towards the hangar. Tony flew over then scooping you up and flying you back into the city.
You ran your hand over the scar on your chest absentmindedly as the coffee brewed. Tears threatened your eyes and you pushed them back. The coffee brewer beeped and startled you.
"Crap." You whispered grabbing three mugs from the cabinet. After pouring the coffee you made your way back into the living room where the three men were having a conversation. Bucky was engaging in the small talk which made you smile and remember when you tried to explain Once Upon a Time to him which had been all he talked about for a week.
"Dude you're gonna love it!" You exclaimed surfing through the channels to find the Big Bang Theory.
"Not as much as I love you." He muttered. You stopped channel surfing to stare at your boyfriend of a month.
"What did you say?" He smiled.
"I said I love you." You grinned and smashed your lips to his. You worked in sync, lips moving with one another. He smiled into the kiss as you threaded your hands into his hair. "I'll take that as an I love you too?" He smirked and you kissed his cheek.
"A thousand times I love you." You replied.
The mugs crashed to the ground breaking at your feet. The three boys turned to look at you as coffee spread across the ground and tears spilled down your cheeks.
"Y/N are you okay?" Tony asked as Steve rushed to get some paper towels.
"I-I..." You glanced briefly to Bucky before rushing to your room. Tony nodded in your direction and Bucky hurried after you.
-----"Y/N can I come in?" Bucky's voice sounded from the other side of your door. You sniffed and buried your face further into your pillow trying to stifle the sobs racking your body, failing miserably. Bucky slowly turned the knob and walked cautiously to your bed. "Y/N darling don't cry." Hearing him use your old nickname only made you cry harder.
"I'm sorry." You mumbled through uneven breaths. Bucky pulled you up and into his lap.
"Sorry for what?"
"Everything?" You buried your face in his chest still crying. He gently stroked your hair whispering in Russian. "Stop it. I like it when you talk to me...and I can understand it." You scolded him. He chuckled and pulled away to look into your e/c eyes.
"Y/N you have nothing to be sorry for. I'm sorry for anything that happened in the past. I'm sorry if I did anything to hurt you. I'm sorry I left because I love you. I love you and I've never stopped even through everything that we've been through." Tears now filled his eyes. "I'm sorry if you ever thought that I did stop." You shook your head in disbelief.
"I didn't realize being cyro frozen gave you mind reading powers." You smiled at him.
"So you did think I stopped loving you?" Bucky asked sadly. You realized your mistake and shook your head.
"Oh god no. I just didn't think you could love me after everything I did. And I never stopped loving you. After I woke up from surgery they told me that I kept yelling your name and telling them to leave you alone. Tony and Rhodes visited daily after I calmed down, kept me from going over the edge. I remember hating myself for leaving you for some stupid documents. So no I didn't think you had stopped loving me, more that you shouldn't still love me. Even if I love you." Your voice cracked multiple times and he brushed the tears from your face.
"Well I still love you. I love you with all my heart Y/N."
"Then I will always be with you James." He kissed you gently. Just as you had done the first time you told each other you loved one another you threaded your fingers in his hair as his hands pulled you closer to him.
"Thank god for that." He whispered in between kisses.
"I will."
Hello! So as you can see I'm back from camp and I felt like I owed you guys a long one for 1k reads so here you go! I've actually been wanting to write one like this for a while so I hope you guys like this. Get ready for more updates coming to you soon:
Bird Brain- Clint Barton
Don't go Back Part 3- Natasha Romanoff
This isn't Protocol- Steve Rogers
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