One to Another - quiet, kind & special people

Part 53 - Rae

While lying in Finn's arms at the forefront of my mind is his relationship with his mum. No matter what is said and done between Finn and I, there is no way for me to shake this need to understand Finn's mum. I need to find out for myself whether I am like her or not. "What you thinking about Rae?" Finn asks, and I know that my reply will be a lie.

"How long it was going to take you to ask me what I was thinking about" I reply smiling at him.

"Am I that predictable girl?" he asks kissing me. His lips briefly touching mine.

"You can be" I tease.

Finn pushing me on to my back and rests his weight on top of me, nestled against my core, with my legs wrapped around him. Funny how being naked with Finn now seems so normal, I know I don't need to worry about whether he likes me or not, I know he does. I know that there is nothing about me physically that seems to turn him off. Actually quite the contrary everything about me seems to make him want me more. Who'd think that? Certainly not me.

Finn is looking at me, those adorable eyes, all dark with lust. I am lost.

"Girl, I have been thinking" he starts.

"Yeah, did it hurt?" I tease back. He narrows his eyes at me, with his trademark slanted smile. He tickles me.

"Is that right?" Finn continues. "Stop distracting me. I have been thinking about when we go away for Knebworth."

"Yeah?" I say while I drag my finger tips along Finn's body feeling him shiver against me. I can see Finn take a deep breathe, closing his eyes trying to compose himself.

"Rae, you know I can't think straight when we are like this and you then touch me like that" he explains with his eyes tightly shut.

"Who's fault is that?" I tease.

"Fuck it, I'll talk to you about this afterwards, right now I need to be buried inside of you" he says while I smile loving know that I can completely distract him. "Do you want me Rae?" he asks.

"Nah, why would I want you Finley?" I say teasing him some more. His eyes fly open he is trying to work out if I am teasing him or not. He starts to move away from me.

"Where you going?" I ask urgently.

"Away, you told me you didn't want me" he says sounding hurt.

"Finny, I was joking" I say as I grab for him to pull him back to me. He smiles at me, and laughs.

"I knew you couldn't resist me Rae" he says positioning himself where he was before and I draw him close to me.

"Finn, there isn't a time I haven't wanted you, I can't believe that you could think for a second..."

Finn interrupts "Rae, I was just..."

"What testing me Finn?" I ask.

He thrusts himself against me, and says "Whose testing who now Rae? My body naturally responses, my head falls back against his pillows, my eyes closed and I am moaning. "You alright there girl?" I can feel him smiling at me, knowing he has me right where he wants me. I bite my lip and nod. "Should I continue girl?" he asks. I moan again, as he rubs himself across my clit. I moan. "Answer me Rae!" he demands forcefully. My eyes fly open and I nod. Finn reaches over me to his bedside table and takes out a foil packet and smiles at me. He moves away from me, and hands me the packet. He is lying on his back. I am beyond confused.

"Finn, what's going on?" I ask.

"You want me Rae, you know what you need to do" he declares.

Trust Finn to test me like this, and to get his own way. Actually two can play at this game. Thank god I am on the side of the bed where I can easily move. I quickly get out of bed, pick up some things and go to the bathroom.