Amanda stared at me and I stared back waiting for a response. Instead of saying anything she just stood up and stuck her hand out. I took it in mine and pulled me to my feet before embracing me in a hug.
"I'll be here for you the whole way." She mumbled into my hair. I hugged her tighter as tears fell from my eyes again.
"Thank you." I smiled pulling away and wiping my eyes.
"How does Luke feel about this?" She asked looking me dead in the eyes. I looked down at the floor and scratched the back of my neck. "You haven't told him he's gonna be a father?!" She whisper yelled.
"I haven't told anyone but you and my mom." I mumbled looking back up at her.
"You have to tell him! He's about to leave Zoey!" She said grabbing my arms lightly.
"I can't Amanda. Think about, they're about to get big. They're gonna be on tour. If I tell Luke he's gonna call it ALL off. He already wasn't a fan of the idea of touring with One Direction. I can't ruin their chance. As long as I have you girls here to help then I'll be fine. Plus my mom said she's willing to help as much as I need. Please you have to keep it a secret." I quietly begged.
I could tell by her facial expression that she knew I was right. This baby will totally throw off the guys plans. No one can know until they're gone. Amanda nodded her head in agreement and I thanked her.
"How did this even happen? I thought you were on the pill?" Amanda asked as I was getting ready to leave.
"Well last month when Luke and I got into that huge fight I was so upset and distracted I forgot to take the pills. I missed my period that month and I it's late this month. I took a test 2 weeks ago and my mom took me to the doctors on Tuesday. They confirmed it." I told her running my fingers through my hair. She nodded her head and we left the bathroom.
"Everything ok?" Luke asked when I sat back down next to him. I nodded my head but didn't say anything. It was quiet for a moment before Ashton spoke up.
"Anyone hungry?" He asked. We all nodded our heads and it went silent again.
We were all still stuck on the fact that tonight we would all be single again.
"Let's just order a pizza." I suggested grabbing my phone. After about 15 minutes we placed the order for our pizzas and once again it was silent.
"I'm not ready guys.." Michael said out of no where. We all looked over to him and he looked like he was gonna cry. "I'm not ready to leave you girls. I don't want to." He said wiping his eyes.
"Michael, this is what you guys have been waiting for. You're about to go live your dream with your best friends. You have to. You can't quit now." Leah said placing her hand on Michaels cheek. He leaned his head on her shoulder and she stroked his hair.
I looked over at Luke who was already looking at me with teary eyes. This is gonna be such an emotional day.
"Please don't love." I said wiping one of the tears that started to fall.
"I love you." He whispered I scooted closer to him and placed my hand on his cheek.
"And I love you. No matter what I'll always be yours Luke. You're the only person I want to be with. And while you're gone I'll wait for you. I'm yours and only yours." I told him leaning in and kissing him.
"And I'm yours and only yours. You'll be on my mind every second of everyday. We will be together again no matter how long we have to wait. Ok?" He asked after pulling away. I nodded my head and smiled.
I felt awful that I was keeping something so big from the guys but it's the best choice right now.
I was starving right now and really couldn't wait for the pizza to arrive. Luckily for me the pizza arrived about 20 minutes after we ordered it. I grabbed 3 slices from one of the boxes and then sat back down next to Luke.
The first bite was like heaven. I didn't realize how hungry I was until I finished my first piece in like 5 bites. No one seemed to notice my sudden burst of hunger which I was quite thankful for.
The rest of the time we all had a very emotional last day together. When Liz called to say she was on her way to get us we all realized that this was actually happening. The boys were leaving... And they won't be back for a while.
I don't know if I'll make it.
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Ok guys so the story is almost over. There will probably be at least 55 chapters in the story. But yea, there will be a sequel so look out for that! I already know what's gonna happen but I don't have a title yet.... Haha anyways enjoy the rest of the story!
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Someday~ 5sos (L.H.)
Fanfic"Luke i'm sorry...Please just go and make things better with your mum. We will be together again." I told Luke as tears started to fall from his eyes. "When?" He whispered. "Someday..."
