Letters from me

I woke up at six in the morning, I get up from the bed go to the bathroom, I took a shower,brush my teeth, I change clothes for school, and I rushed into the kitchen as I usually do at that morning.

"Goodmorning!"my mom said as she put down the bowl on the table.

She usually cook a scrambled egg and bacon every morning. But at that morning it is a cereal and milk. I didn't say anything about it. An then my brother came.

"Cereal?"he said.

"Yup! I will be busy from now on, I will start working today so I can't cook you breakfast anymore, I'm sorry but..." My mom said and she stopped as the phone rang.

"It was my boss and I should go now! Just put your dishes on the sink, ok?! Bye!"as she run towards the door.

I know that anybody of you thought that why would my mother should go to work? Because a month ago my father died in an accident. He was on his way home when his car crashed. I miss him very much but I didn't say it or show it through my actions because of what my mother taught me when I was still a little kid. She taught me not to cry and to be strong even if I'm a girl. So I just can't show him myself crying because of her.

It was our first day of school at that day. Usually I feel excited about it. Because I love school, not actually school, I just love my friends! But this time it will be the first day of school without my father. I was smiling but my heart is still empty.

When I entered our class my friends were there, they were waiting for me.

"I heard about your dad, I feel so sorry about it." Jessi said.

"Don't worry Jess. I'm ok !"I said with a little bit of smile to convince them.

And then our class started and my day was as usual, I was happy for that because at least I spent my day normally, no dramas, and anything. Honestly I'm not that kind of a girl that is open to anything. I don't want to be conspicuous, I don't want to show off like other girls does.

The next day, I did usual things in the morning. I went to the kitchen and I saw a note on the table. It was mom saying

" Just eat what is inside the fridge.

Love mom."

And me and my brother ate the cereal, just like the other day and then we went to school. On my way to school, I saw James running towards me.

"Sam wait!"he said. So I stopped.

"It's too cold this morning, and I woke up late and I rushed and run and I saw you!" He said it smiling.

"Yeah, it's too cold today... I think it will be snowing."I said to him.

I forgot to say that James is my childhood friend. He's my best friend that I can say anything. Even though he's crazy sometimes, but I like him, he makes me laugh. Laugh so hard that no one does.

He is one of the cutest and hottest guys in school. He is tall I think he's 6'1'', he has a brown and short hair that any cute guys had. He's not too fat or too thin. He was a member of a basketball team in our school, so every girls in our campus wants him. Ask me what is my favorite part of his body, and I'll say his eyes! He has a gray eyes that when you look at it you'll just melt away. I know that it is weird, that me, his best friend saying these words about him. We spent almost of our time together until one day. His family decide to move across the country. And that was the thing that I don't want to happen, and that day came.

It was 8:00 in the morning as I peek through my window. And I saw 2 large trucks in front of their house. I can't explain what I'm feeling, I feel sad and I feel angery at the same time. And then I realize that my tears burst from my eyes.

And then the time has come. They have to go. So I rush to him and I gave him a piece of paper as I said...

"This is a letter for me. I should have this when we meet again, so keep it!"

He paused for a while with a surprised face.

"Ok but can I read it?"he said.

"No! It is my letter! So don't you ever read it!" I said with a tremulous voice because I was to cry.

"Don't worry I never break a promise with you! And I promise that I can give this letter to you someday! I'll call when I arrived at my new house Sam! I promise!"he said with a smile on his face.

And then their car moved and I was still standing in the cold, watching them gone.

And then here I am now, after 10 years. I owned a flower shop, after my mom got married to the man that she met on her business vacation in Hawaii and then she moved there. And my brother, he's in college. That's all I know about my brother.

I am happy now. Because of my flower shop and because of my handsome boyfriend who's there for me, anytime. He is Steve, I met him in a cruise. It was that time that I decided to open a flower shop 3 years ago. So before I will lost my time, I went to a cruise alone because it was one of my dream. And then Steve was also on that cruise.

I was drunk at that night from the party and I was on the deck. I can't remember what really happened by Steve said that I was trying to do the titanic scene. As we all know it was very dangerous. So he grabbed me and escorted me in to my room.

The next day I woke up, remembering what happened last night. And then I realize that there is someone sleeping on the couch.

And it's Steve he's with me all night. I get off the bed silently and I get into the bathroom to take a bath. And his already woke up when I was done.

"I'm sorry I slept here last night. I just can't leave you alone last night cause you are too dangerous when you're drunk." he said, as if he knew me so well. And I was speechless because it is all true,my friends also told me about me when I am drunk. So I switched our topic.

"Oh! So what you want for breakfast?" I said with a little voice.

"Breakfast. No thanks I'll eat at the dining do you want to go with me?"he replied.

"No thanks! I'll better eat here." I said.

So I opened the door for him to go. And then he go.

After a while I like going out and eat breakfast at the dinning and so I went to the dinning restaurant. And then I met him again there.

"Can I sit with you?"he said.

"No problem." I replied and my face started turns into red.

"I thought you're going to eat in your room" he said it smiling.

"That WAS my plan." I said.

We talked more and we became friends. And then I discovered that he is the owner of that ship where were at. And then the cruise ends and the reality comes after a wonderful experience that I had with Steve.

And then after 6months where I finally finished doing things for opening the shop, I accidentally met Steve.

It was early in the morning where I am rushing to the furniture shop because of some trouble about I ordered last 3months for my shop. So I drove to the furniture shop because of I want to organize it properly. While I'm driving I didn't notice that the car in front on me stops, and then as you all thinking I crashed into it.

I saw the driver of that car approaching me, but I can't see the driver clearer because of I banged my head in to the handle. I heard a voice from outside and I'm sure that it was the driver, but I can't hear it clearly, but I'm familiar with the voice, the driver is a man. And after a minute, I realized all the things that is happening and I get out from the car. And the driver was there. He comes to me, and I'm so scared because I thought that he would grab me or do something on me because I broke his car, but suddenly he put his coat on my shoulder and ask me if I'm ok. I didn't answer because I was still shock and I don't know what to do. And I look at the drivers face and then I realized that it is Steve, the man I met on the cruise