Forever and Always - BoyxBoy -Complete-

23

Liam

"Kean, how could be so freaking stupid? Do you think talking to Jake like that would make things better? You're making it all hell worse than I thought. I told you earlier, go talk to him, say sorry and leave. Not make any remarks that would taunt him and beat all the crap out of you. You were almost got hit Kean, if I didn't jumped on his hand and seized it immediately." scolding at the now annoyed Kean, popping in his earphones in and deliberately ignored all the things I just said as he sat rather calmly on the field like nothing just happened and scanned through his playlist playfully. I pulled them out of his ears, and only annoyed him even more. "What's wrong with you Li? I did what you asked from me and he accepted it delightedly. Is there something more I can do to please him even more? Oh, probably taking Daniel from him would do that."

"Ugh... I'm really disgusted with you now Kean. Why do I keep on talking to you anyways? Your attitude really turned upside down. I could almost get sick and puke in your face. What's going on with you? Are you really this obsessed now of having Daniel with you?" still grasping on his earphones which he pulled from me with force and breaks them. "Great, now look what you've done. Is there anything else you want to talk about? Oh you know what, forget it Li. I'm skipping school today. I'll see you tomorrow." He stood up, brushing off the grass that got stuck on his pans and waved good bye. "Hey don't you just turn you back on me when I'm not yet done talking to you yet!" I followed him walking out and speeding up. "Hey, hold up! I'm serious, lay low Kean. It's not bad to be obsessed, but don't let it carry you away. Just be yourself. I honestly believe he wouldn't want you to act like a jerk, don't you think?" stopping from his tracks then turns around, glaring with daggers ready to stab me any time. "It's hard to be myself Li if it involves someone I love the most. It was you; I'd still do the same thing as well. You're one of the most precious people I truly kept the most and letting them or you get hurt, I don't know for how long I can endure it."

I sighed, bowing my head down and defeated by his words. "Daniel and I are too much of a difference. I am wilder, care-free, talkative and unkind, more often I could get mean without thinking of you. He on the other hand, is my total opposite: sweet, loving, kind and gentle at all times. He'd be thinking twice before doing things and before they could go out of control. He needs to be handled differently; you have to adjust to him."

"Fine, fine... but I'm still skipping class today. If you can tell all our teachers 'bout that I'd appreciate it." waving his hand and walks away, not caring what circumstances will allow. "Kean, just give me a ring when you need me, okay?" doing a phone gesture. He looked back and nods. There's no way of saying this but I think he's going to Daniel now. No matter how much he tries to hide it from me. He might say he's not in the mood to go to school, but there are plenty of things that go off inside him. I can tell. Maybe he's just grown too much; he didn't take note of it. He has this determination to do it with what occurred yesterday.

It did raise his optimism, as we've seen Daniel woke up, but also increased his level of stupidity, which I find most disturbing. He now thinks that Jake will be an easy prey for him, taking him on a head on collision and he(Kean) would instantly win without breaking a sweat at all, I don't know. The way he talks to me now makes me shudder, tremble from wherever part of my body is. A calm looking face then suddenly breaks an insult from his mouth which he thinks is just a joke for him. That apparently provoked Jake yesterday and today as well, like what happened earlier. We've been avoiding any trouble or I had been trying to make him avoid any conflict with Jake at all, but it seems to please him further to see the other get filled with anguish.

Maybe, I was wrong at letting him go all along. That it was really a big mistake for me to set him free and let him have his happiness. But then again, it's too late for me to take those things I've done, even if it was just a few days ago. I can't simply undo it without affecting the other.