Prologue:
Everything hurts so much. But when I'm with him it's like the pain goes away. I don't understand it, these feelings. I thought the only thing I could feel was pain but apparently not. Before I met him I wanted it all to end but now I'm not so sure. Ever since he came people have slowly started to leave me alone. I don't know if that's a good thing of if it's just quiet before the storm. But now I ask the question that I always ask 'should I end it?'.
