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Cenies P.O.V.
I walked down the hallways of ridgewood high school, with my head down. Looking at the floor helped solve most of my problems. Holding my head high helped me realize how careless people are, when it comes to me. I've never got to know how it's feels to be loved and cared about and it's sad because I don't think ever will.

I've always been the quiet kid in school. I'd sit in the back of the class quiet as a mouse, bottling all my feelings up in a jar,which one day would explode. People alway pick on me because I'm "lonely" and I "wouldn't do anything about it" guess what? I won't, because I'm just a worthless loser.

My parents are divorced, and my mom ended up getting custody of me and me brother Tatum. Ever since then, it's like I never existed. No one ever cared about me.

Tatum is not even the big brother that I wished he'd be. I'd wish he would be there for me. I wished he'd care. I'd wish he at least knew I had feeling and knew that I was there. Instead, he's the exact opposite. He's never there for me because he's always out getting drunk with his friends. The only thing he cares about is yelling at me, and making me even more miserable than I already am.

Today was just a normal day at school. Getting pushed around in the halls, eating a quiet lunch in the library with Mr. Mowbray, basically just being the loner that I am.

When school let out, I decided to walk home to avoid the people on my bus. My house was only 2 streets away. I grabbed my black hoodie out of my locker and headed home. 

As soon as I got home, my mom was standing at the door.

"We're going to the mall." She said with no hesitation. Without saying anything I walked in the house, threw my bags down and walk back to the car.

On our way we were to the mall.

Sorry the chapter it short but I started a new story yayyyy.:) please vote!

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