Forbidden bad boy love.

15) Just making sure.

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JOSH'S POV

I can't wait until your officially mine and I can kiss and hold you whenever I want.

15) Just making sure.

Still Josh

That afternoon we ate Olive Garden, went to the park and messed around like we were 7 again. Being around her just makes me happy and want to be myself, but I can't do that yet, not around everyone else. The guys are pretty cool, but they don't know about my life or even hers for that matter. It's just so hard, to see her smiling all of the time, but knowing it's fake, only on the rare times. Her laughs, smiles, smirks, grins, giggles, mostly every positive emotion is fake. And nobody knows it because they're used to her fake smiles being the only ones they see. When she's with me though, everything's real. She REALLY laughs and smiles and giggles, and I'm exactly the same way with her. I just can't do anything about it. The fact that I was still able to kiss her again, made me want to leap with joy, but I couldn't kiss her anymore... at least not until we were together.

Today we actually had to go to school. So we got up, me and Jasmine first again, and then we woke up the rest of the guys like she normally would, by putting the food up to their faces and waking them with the smell. Weird, I know, but oh well.

Right now, I'm currently in 4th period. I have chemistry, then English with Jasmine, then World History with Jasmine, then lunch, currently I'm in my free period, then I have my last period Geometry.

I'm wearing Drew's clothes because I only took enough for one day to Jasmine's house. They fit me alright, but a little snug cause I had a bigger build than him.

Apparently, I was going to have to get lots of more clothes from my house to keep at Jasmine's because I was going to be staying there more often. I was going over again after school and she was going to be taking me to pick up my stuff.

"Hey Josh." I turned my head to see who was calling me. It was Chris.

"Hey Chris. What's up?"

"Nothing, I just saw you walking alone and thought we could walk and talk together. I don't know as much about you as everyone else and you don't know much about me. So I figured we could learn more about each other." He rambled. If you were to see him, you wouldn't think he was one for much talking. He looked like a skater and a rocker, but after you spend some time with him or you go to Jasmine's house and see him in his natural state, he's actually pretty preppy and funny.

"Yeah, sure man. So... what do you wanna know?" I asked hoping I didn't make a mistake.

"Favorite color?"

"Green, blue, and red. I don't really have a favorite." I said.

"Cool. Green and blue are my favorites and Jasmine's are the same as yours. She can't pick either." He chuckled at the end. "Favorite or lucky number?" he continued.

"That would have to be three. I don't really know why, I just like the number."

"That's Jasmine's favorite too. Mine's 4 because according to my mom, that was the first number I learned." He thought for a second. "Would you ever hurt Jasmine?" he asked catching me off guard.

"Of course not. Why would I ever do that?" I answered immediately. Maybe a little too quickly.

He raised an eyebrow "It's just a question bro. We all used to like her at one point or another, but after a while we realized we wouldn't have a shot with her and we cared too much about her to just let her out of our lives, so we became friends. I will never regret the day I miserably failed when flirting with the "incredibly sexy, hard-to-get, Ms. Jasmine" that was the day that everything changed for the better. She's helped me with so much and to get through everything I thought was impossible to do. I could never repay her for all that she's done. And yeah, sometimes my feelings come back, but I remember the fact that she's like my little sister and that'd be weird, then they start going away again. The rest of the guys may say that they're over her too, but the truth is, you never get over Jasmine. You're feelings can decrease for some reason, but they never go away." He replied as he looked straight ahead, never once looking at me.

"She really is something else. Honestly though, you guys don't have to worry about me hurting her. And if for some unintentional reason I do, I would beat myself up." I answered truthfully. I would never even dream of hurting her in any way.

"Alright bro, just making sure. I trust you, dude. Don't make me regret that. Well I'll see you later." We fist bumped and then he was off. I kept walking until the bell rang. When it did, the only thing I was thinking was that I trusted him too. All of them actually. Of course not enough to tell them everything, Jasmine will be the only person that will ever know my entire story, but enough to the point where I could be myself around them. I finally had true friends and a girl that was flipping my world upside down... and I was loving every second of it.

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Sorry this took so long. I've had major writers block and lots of homework >.< yuck. Anyways I'll be posting again soon. More than likely, "soon" means later on today. How do you guys like the book so far? Vote, comment, do what you please.

Ello lovelies -chipmunk.

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