Pain ;; [ Dedicated To My Mom ]

When You Cry You Pour Out All Your Pride

You Bundle Yourself In A Minute Position 

Ignoring Any Source Of Life Surrounding You

Refusing To Stay Strong,

Afterall Everything Your Facing Is True.

You Contemplate Suicide

Gullabily Recieveing All The Negative Thoughts

The Situation Your In Corrodes Your Clueless Brain Into Negativity

You Seek Out Resources That Would Help You End This Life

Any Source That Would Plunder You Into Infinity.

Seeing Someone You Love In A Impossible Position

You Constanly Slap Your Sore Face

Wondering If Your Only Hallucinating

Then You Realise Its True, You Ponder More About The Unthinkable

Death Is The Only Option Although Its Heart Breaking.

Depression, Severe Stress, Fake Smiles

Thats All You Really Do 24/7

You Loose Sleep Over Someone  You Love Slowly Dying

You Wake Up Putting On A Brave Face In The Mirror

Your Bloodshot Eyes Easily Proves That You Have Been Crying.

The Negative Thoughts Never Seem To Prevail

Always Chiming In Your Messed Up Head That Your Life Is Ruined

Ofcourse Its Believeable

So You Stare At The Knife In Your Quaking, Damp Palms

Plungering Into Your Flesh So The Knife Would Be Irritrievable

You Smile Against The Unmentionable Pain

Knowing You No Longer Have To Go Through This

Its Flushes Relief Over Your Bloodsoaked Body

Hopefully Where This Path May Lead You

No-one You Love Would Ever Get Hurt. Nobody.