My life in words

She.

I don't even know what to do anymore, I want to be with her, and I thought for one second that I had a chance.. But no. I mean obviously it wasn't gonna work out, nothing does , at least with my love life.

She's such a wonderful girl, I think I love her but she loves me in a friend way , like always they always end up hating me ignoring me or friend zoning me , and I hate it.

I want to stop falling in love with people so that I stop hurting myself but she's so beautiful, and so many people don't see it. It frustrates me that people call her ugly, but when I look at her I don't see ugly , I see beauty.

She's got problems, I know that but I don't care. I want to help her , make her feel happy , beautiful and amazing.

She doesn't see her beauty either, she's blinded by all the insults. She's convinced that she's what she's not and I want to change that, but that is a very hard task, she told me she liked me but I don't know if she really meant it. It hurts me to know she feels that way about herself when all I see in her is beauty.

I wish I knew what love is because then I would know if I really love her , but I'm too young to know that feeling.

I want to be with her but she forgot all we did and probably what she felt. I want other people to stop hurting her , and playing with her feelings.

I want her to notice me the way I notice her. Because I will make her feel better and I want her to smile more because she is beautiful and she is what I can describe as beauty...