Ever have those moments where you can literally just feel every damn mile between you and him? Those days where the distance just gets to be too much and you break down, and feel the hot, salty tears pour down your bright red cheeks. Do you ever have those moments when that... that gap just hits you so hard, right in the stomach, and squeezes at your heart. It's like the pain is demanding to be felt, and you just can't stop it from hitting you, no matter how hard you try. He's so far away, and it's frustrating. I specifically remember the way he last held me. Gosh, that last hug... His arms were around my waist, and he was squeezing me so tight. Tears were flowing, but he was staying strong for me. My arms were set on his shoulders and we just held each other so fucking tight for the last few minutes that we had together. I miss that. I miss him. It hurt so badly because I didn't know when I would get to see him next, and I still don't. All I know is that I need him to stay with me, no matter how hard this gets... Why? Because I need him. Enough said.
Do you ever get in those moods where everyone is annoying you, and you're just mad at the world? Well... according to psychology, when you're easily angered, it means you're missing someone severely. Well yeah, it explains a lot...
Do you ever just get those little thoughts, where you're sitting there on your bed wondering, just wondering if he's missing you as much as you're missing him?
Yeah, me too.
