Hazel
My name is Hazel I'm 17 I'm a senior in high school I don't really talk to people bc I usually don't have time to my mom died when I was seven and my dad is on drugs and alcohol he's hit me and raped me before but nobody has really even cared enough to ask me what's wrong so I changed into my outfit then I grabbed my bag and my purse and phone and I walked to school when I got there I was greeted with insults and stuff being thrown at me then I bumped into someone "Aye slow down lil mama" someone said and I looked up to see some guy My fault it won't happen again "It's fine ma I'm Mel I'm just hea dropping off ma brudda but if yah don't min me askin wats dem bruises on yah neck from" Mel asked uh uhm nothin just prolly slept da wrong way "Oh ok well uhm here's my number no I'm not tryna holla at yah just if you ever need to talk to somebody" Mel said thanks I'm Hazel I said before we both walked away and I walked into class I just did my work until people started talking about me but I just didn't answer they think that I'm stuck up but I'm not "Aye ma gimme your number" Some boy Jaylen said I just kept doing my work "Oh what you to good to talk to me now" Jaylen said I just still did my work "BITCH I know you hear me" Jaylen said again "Aye man cool it why she gotta be a bitch she prolly just don't feel like talking to yah ass right now" Some boy said "August why you gotta take up for her" His hoe of a girlfriend said "Man you an Jaylen can stfu right nah wit all dat bs" the boy said again
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So when the day was over I walked home when I got there I went upstairs and changed into something to lounge around in so I changed into a Nike sports bra and some nike leggings Then I went and grabbed a snack from the refrigerator when I turned around I saw my dad there who looked like he was on some drugs he tried to grab me and kiss me but I pushed him then I grabbed my phone and my bag and I headed out I didn't know where to go so I just called the guy I bumped into earlier
Phone conversation
Mel: Hey is this hazel
Me: yea uhm I was wondering if I could come over to take you up on that offer of talking
Mel: yea I'll text you my address
(End of phone conversation)
So he texted me the address when I got there I knocked on the door and he answered it "Wassuh ma why yah cryin"Mel said I didn't even noticed I had started crying but when he let me in I don't know what happened but I told him everything accept for the fact that my dad has raped me "Dang ma I'm sorry yah had ta go through all dat but you can stay hea tonight and I'm not asking in telling yah bc I ain't bout tah allow yah ta go back ya dat house with him i'a go get yah clothes i'a have my brudda stay hea witchu till I get back Aye ANT GET YAH ASS DOWN THESE STAIRS" Mel said Thank you I said before Mel left out and this boy came downstairs and it was the same boy who took up fah me "Aye ma you Hazel right when Mel told me dat story about some girl I ain't know it was you I'm August but I see you at school all da time why don't yah dress like dis at school you beautiful" August said ion know and I don't think yah girl would like yah callin me beautiful "Ion care she not good fah me anyway but wea did yah accent come from" August asked I been had my accent but I can control it and I don't talk at school unless I'm answering a question "true but uh I gotta go make this money Mel should be back in a minute you goin be ok hea by yah self" August asked yea i'a be fine "Can't get much finer than yah already are" August said Aye August can I ask you a question what do you do to make money "Ma I do what I was taught how to to do I sell it's a hustle that doesn't stop" August said but August it's a dangerous hustle "Ik lil ma but I just try not to think about that part I just pray God watches over me but I gotta go if I don't make it back tonight Just tell my mama , Mel and you I'm sorry" August said before he walked out I swea that boy is something he can be so hard but at the same time I just hope he makes it back ok but like five minutes after he left Mel came back with my clothes so I put on my pajamas then I was about to go to sleep when Mel walked in "Hazel I gotta ask you a serious question please just promise you'll answer me honestly" Mel asked ok Mel I promise "Well uhm did your dad ever rape you" Mel asked I just nodded my head yes trying not to cry "ANT COME HEA RIGHT NOW" Mel yelled then August came running in "Wat nigga" August said to Mel "Can I tell him" Mel asked me It doesn't matter "Dat bitch ass nigga dat calls himself her father raped her befah" Mel said to August Can y'all please talk about this in y'all room "Yea my bad shawty" August said before him and Mel walked out then I went to sleep
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So when I woke up in the morning i did my hygiene stuff and I got dressed in this 👇
