*Fay's P.O.V.*
I don't even know what I'm doing right now , kissing a guy I don't even love. I'm attracted to him appearance wise but that's it , there's no real feelings or love in this...I don't even know what you could call this. A fling possibly?
I'm just trying to find a boy who will help me pick up the pieces of my now broken heart but that's absolutely impossible. The boy I love , truly love not just because of his fame , fortune or appearance , it's pure , true love. The kind you find in a fairy tale.
Yet , I'm stuck in reality at the moment , and my reality is that he's taken and obviously in love. The only fairy tale I'll ever have is a tragic fairy tale. I pulled away from Carson's hungry lips , shaking my head.
"Why'd you stop?"He whined , his breath washing over my face. I grimaced as the strong smell of alcohol hit me. He was in fact , intoxicated. Carson leaned forward again trying to cover my lips with his own but I placed my hands on his chest keeping him a safe distance away from me.
"Carson you're drunk and I don't think this is a very good idea. Let's just go okay."I sighed as I grabbed his hand ready to take him out of this club. I wasn't in the mood to face Zayn or Aina and I honestly think it was time for Carson to go home.
"You're place or mine gorgeous?"He slurred from behind me , his mouth dangerously close to my ear. I tensed up as I closed my eyes , keeping my temper under control so that I wouldn't start a scene in the middle of this club.
"Both Carson , you'll go to your place and I'll go to mine."I told him calmly as I let go of his hand dropping my own to my side. I pushed through the crowd of dancing people till an arm wrapping around my waist , stopping me from moving ahead.
"I don't quite like those arrangements , I'd much rather you come to my place and we could have some fun."He whispered in a suggestive tone. I cringed as I whipped around so fast Carson almost fell back.
"I won't be having any kind of 'fun' with you tonight or any other night."I scoffed. Carson's green eyes darkened as the playful smile dropped from his lips and he reached out grabbing my arms roughly. I winced as I tried to pry his hands off me.
"Listen , you will do what I want to do. I have power over you , I'm stronger , you shouldn't test me."He said in a deathly voice as he leaned his head down so he was eye level with me. I was scared yes , but I would not let him know that.
"I don't have to do anything I don't want to. Now let go of my arm."I said through gritted teeth as I glared into his dark eyes. His eyes narrowed as his grip on my arms tightened. I bit my tongue to keep myself from whimpering.
"Oh I'm sorry , am I hurting you? If you want me to stop you will do what I want you to do. Do you understand that?"He growled out pulling me closer to him. He leaned to kiss me but I quickly turned my head so all he kissed was my cheek.
"You're a bitch you know that?"He chuckled humorously. I inhaled a sharp take of breath as I felt a sting agasint my cheek. My vision blurred with tears as I cupped my cheek staring up at Carson with frightened eyes as he stared down at me with no remorse.
"Next time , if you're nice than that won't happen."He said shaking his head at me. A hand grabbed Carson's shoulder turning him around.
"There won't be a next time asshole."I recognized Zayn's voice as his fist made contact with Carson's jaw. I gasped while Carson smirked slightly as he rubbed his now bruising jaw.
"Why don't you stay the hell out of this?"Carson said glaring at Zayn.
"No I won't because that's my best friend there that you're abusing and whenever an asshole like you lays a finger on her I have to kick your ass. No one ever mistreats her like that."Zayn said seriously as his own eyes darkened with hatred.
"Forget him Zayn."I said in a barely audible whisper. Both boys turned to face me.
"Stay out of this who-"Before Carson could finish his sentence Zayn started to punch the boy again. I closed my eyes turning my head to the ground.
"If you ever fuck with her again I will come back and kill you."Zayn's angry voice rang out. I slowly opened my eyes to see him leaning over Carson with his fist raised in the air. I ran forward grabbing his fist and dragging him off the kid.
"Zayn stop."I said calmly as I knelt down next to Carson examining him. His face was bruised and he had a busted lip. I flinched as a hand landed on my shoulder.
"Babe come on , let's get you out of here."Zayn whispered as he helped me off the ground. He held my face in his hand as he turned my head to the side so he could see the spot where Carson hit me.
"That little.."I placed my hand on his shoulder shaking my head.
"Just leave it Zayn , he's not worth it. I'm gonna go home , you stay here with Aina and have fun."I said smiling weakly at him before I turned and walked out of the club letting the tears slide down my face.
As soon as I exited the club a cold breeze flew past me causing me to shiver. I started walking before I stopped for a minute glancing back at the club door hoping , for what? Hoping that he'd come running through the door and after me.
But than again , this is reality , not Cinderella. I just thought that for once..I'd get my wish.
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The next chapter will be longer , I promise. This is just a...filler chapter you could say?
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Fanficthis story is in need of major editing. but read at your own risk, it's very clingy. sorry!