Unpredictable love( On Hold)

Chapter 3

Vanessa's POV

I gotta admit I got sad when my mom practically told me her and my dad had to go to work and we bearly came in our new house!! We already had this talk before that they were gonna put 100% of there effort and try to be a normal family but no I figured that's never going to happen.

As Cameron invited me to go to the beach I decided why not, I was getting ready when I looked at myself in the mirror I was horrible and just plain ugly, I was never confident about my body or how "pretty I was" I grabbed my phone and everything I needed as I was about to head out.
When I came out I saw the guys looking at me and practically drooling over me, I honestly don't know what there looking at but it better not be me "Am ready guys" as I smiled at them "Alright guys let's go, actually am gonna take my jeep and take Vanessa too so I'll see you guys over there" Cameron said to the guys, as all the guys agreed I got in Cameron's car buckling my set belt "You look really
pretty Vanessa" Cameron glanced at me and smiled "Thanks Cameron i know this might be weird cause I bearly know you and am in your car already" I laughed "Hey no worries its not like am a killer or am gonna kidnapped you" he chuckled.

Cameron has been driving atleast 5 minutes already and am already looking from outside, "California is amazing" I whispered to myself "Yeah it is but I bet your more amazing" Cameron blurted out, I felt my cheeks heat up as he saw me he chuckled and intertwined our hands, I felt this spark I gotta admit, he is very handsome and attractive but oh my his personality who wouldn't want him right? "Look Vanessa, I know i bearly know you and everything but wow your just so amazing your just breath taking" he said honeslty "I honeslty dont know what you really see in me am not that perfect you know" as I let go of his hand just staring outside not trying to make this more awkward, as he stopped the car he asked me "Vanessa what are those lines i see on your legs and arms " as he sounded very concerned, I wished he never said that, that's when I knew everything, my memories not good ones, bad memories came back in a flash.

"I love you Vanessa" Zach spoke kissing me on my neck "I love you so much but I need to tell you something" as he stopped and looked at me "What's wrong" I knew where this was going he was gonna break up with me with someone better than me "Vanessa am really sorry I I cheated on you" he said, I was shocked i never thought he would do that to me "What" I spoke while I got up from the couch to see if he was being serious "I found someone else Vanessa, someone better" those words hurt "someone better" as he said I was not good enough "Am I not good enough for you" I screamed "No, your so boring and idk i just dont want to be with you am sorry but this is how it should be" he got up and left he never spoke to me ever since what happen, I was left there shocked, angry, sad, so many mixed emotions i just wanted to scream, from there he pretended to be someone that love me but I was never good enough to begin with. As always I used to cut before it was something I had to do because I used to get bullied at school all the time I was used to it, my parents had to move all the time so eventually I made new friends and i stopped but there's always had the be those thoughts at night making me think about all the mistake I used to do to, I was the mistake after all.

" Vanessa are you okay?" Cameron asked as I snapped out of my thoughts, I noticed I had tears forming in my eyes
"Y-Yeah am fine" I said as I took off the tears i had on my eyes "Well um we're here" he said I nodded my head as I got out of the car, I waited for Cameron to get out and lock the car as he got next to me, he intertwined our hands reassuring me that am gonna be okay as we started walking to the beach.