Wasted ↑↓ Mingsol

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Have you ever loved someone so much you felt almost wasted while being around them? Well, I haven't and that honestly sounds like a dumb metaphor for some kind of cliche love story, doesn't it? Well anyway, I never thought I would end up where I am right now. Living with 12 other guys and with a crush on some random Chinese boy. Well he isn't random. He's my friend, Minghao. At least I think he's my friend. I had never even thought of there being a possibility of me being gay but I'm starting to question myself now that I find that even looking at his nose makes my heart flutter. And no, I don't have a nose fetish. He just has a cute nose. And a cute chin. And eyes. Actually he has a cute face. Okay he's really fucking cute there I said it you can stop asking yourself if I'm going crazy for some not-so-random Chinese boy because I am. Oh and I'm Hansol, by the way. It's nice to meet you, I guess. So uh yeah there you go, 'secret' diary. If you're Hoshi or Seungkwan reading this, I know you read my diary and I've meant everything bad I said about you on here :^)
If you're Minghao and you're reading this, just ask me out already or something.Wait.. Is he even gay? Eh whatever he'll be mine soon either way.