Dear Diary

Day Fifty

<James>

"uh.. Did you really enjoy last night?"

"yah. Of course James. What made you ask?"

"ay haha wala. I was just making sure. Kasi baka--"

"baka na-bore ako or niregret ko ang pagpunta? Hello James? Last night was surreal. I've never been to a concert, free concert, before."

"Ahaha. Well then good. Kasi hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko kung hindi ka nag enjoy e"

we were silent as I drove off to school with her at the passenger seat.

pag dating namin sa school e we saw Tina with Loiu. 

WHAT IS SHE DOING WITH LOIU?!

IS SHE TRYING TO MAKE A SCENE AGAIN?!

<Gale>

Hala eh hala e!

Bakit magkasama sila Tina at Loiu?

As James and I walked, I noticed his abrupt change of mood. Bigla siyang tumahimik at biglang lumungkot ang mukha. He didn't even talk or say anything pag dating namin sa classroom.

Hindi na nga niya ako hinatid sa upuan ko like he always did e.

Is he affected by the fact that Tina and Loiu are hanging out again?

I watched him from my seat and I kind of feel sad for him 'cause I know exactly how he is feeling right now.

As I was watching him, Kayla came in nudging me.

"Gale! What's with the face?"

"Uy haha wala. I was just thinking about something"

"then tell me"

"oh nothing important"

"important or not, I still deserve to know Gale"

"and why is that?"

"hello? Best friends tayo diba?"

"ahaha. Wala nga!" but then I just couldn't resist her eyes and so I told her EVERYTHING

"ikaw ha! Wag ka na nga malungkot diyan! Just look at the bright side! Nasayo si James ngayon at wala kay Tina"

"yeah yeah, maybe. Pero kasi he's just using me"

"using or not, I don't care! Katagalan e matututunan ka ding mahalin niyan!"

"yeah, I hope so too"

"cheer up!"

<James>

After class, I found myself talking to Loiu.

"what was that all about Loiu?"

"what?"

"oh don't act all innocent as if you don't know"

"Hahaha. Why? Am I talking to a jealous James here?"

"yea right. Just tell me"

"haha. Oh James. Just accept the fact that Tina and I are together again. She chose me again. Ikaw naman kasi makikipag landian ka lang dun pa sa babaeng yon. Whoever that girl is. You know who I'm talking about"

"don't talk about Gale like that. You don't know her"

"yea yea. Whatever. Mag sisi ka nalang ngayon James. I think Tina's all over me now"

pag alis ni Loiu e nagulat nalang ako bigla sa sarili dahil nasuntok ko yung pader.

I haven't really moved on. I admit. Syempre noh. Hindi naman ganon kadali mag move on. Sa daming beses niyo ba namang mag kasama noh at katagal tagal ba naman non!